SuicideFuel How to cope with being truly alone

[loremango]

Waking up to my neighbor laughing, brushing my teeth, showering, scrolling through reels, watching whatever show I’m interested in , studying for about an hour , ordering food and eating alone. Then playing single player games, wanking until I got tired, and falling asleep. Repeat. I wasn’t talking to anyone, not hearing any real voice. That was my life for about two years. I’d call my parents once a week, talk for a few minutes. And sometimes I’ll leave my room only to go to uni if there was an exam or a really important lectures. Attendance wasn’t required and all the lectures were recorded anyway, and whenever I leave my room I’d smoke to not get anxious . I couldn’t visit my parents either because they live in another country, and I didn’t have the money to travel. And ofcourse I don’t have friends

 

[loremango]

Do some of you here have friends ? If so Please I need your help

 

[daydreamER]

Extremely brutal. I live a similar friendless lonely lifestyle except I live with my family. Wrong forum to ask for advice JFL, especially about making friends.

 

[loremango]

Extremely brutal. I live a similar friendless lonely lifestyle except I live with my family. Wrong forum to ask for advice JFL, especially about making friends.

There’s no way I’m asking this in any other place , I’m gross to look at and malnourished , and I can’t socialize to save my life . So the only place who would genuinely have similar circumstances is here

 

[Emba]

Get a dog, cat, or a plants

 

[Nerocel]

Get a dog, cat, or a plants

 

[loremango]

Get a dog, cat, or a plants

I wish I could , but either way my apartment doesn’t allow pets and I don’t think I’ll be taking good care of any pets since I’m not leaving my room until I finish university

 

[Leon98]

I can’t cope anymore mang

 

[fukurou]

AI and video games

 

[j10009504]

brutal. just hang out here I guess.

 

[kakashi]

Nothing can help except socialising- Start a combat sport like boxing, kickboxing or mma- a lot of fighters are ugly and loved by fans

 

[loremango]

I can’t cope anymore mang

AI and video games

I think maybe I was enjoying the first few months of playing games and watching shows , but now I actually am a extremely worried

 

[loremango]

Nothing can help except socialising- Start a combat sport like boxing, kickboxing or mma- a lot of fighters are ugly and loved by fans

How do you not get scared of seeing people ? I always think they are talking about me and making fun ( some people might say I’m just imagining) but many experiences led me to believe otherwise

 

[loremango]

brutal. just hang out here I guess.

it’s been 2 years since I last remember not being chronically online , so I have to change that habit rather than continuing

 

[Roastie Crusher]

you're nevER alone

 

[loremango]

you're nevER alone

Wish I was but if I died today nobody would realize until my body decays

 

[kakashi]

How do you not get scared of seeing people ? I always think they are talking about me and making fun ( some people might say I’m just imagining) but many experiences led me to believe otherwise

When you start fighting it all stops- you gain more respect from people where you train and you get less paranoid- you have to push through for a few months- look at fighters like Merab

 

[Emba]

I wish I could , but either way my apartment doesn’t allow pets and I don’t think I’ll be taking good care of any pets since I’m not leaving my room until I finish university

Leon - "the professional" - had a plant that kept him company... I have a orange trees... And cats and dogs... And a garden.

 

[loremango]

When you start fighting it all stops- you gain more respect from people where you train and you get less paranoid- you have to push through for a few months- look at fighters like Merab

Can boxing accommodate someone like me ? I am 48 kg and 179 cm

 

[loremango]

Leon - "the professional" - had a plant that kept him company... I have a orange trees... And cats and dogs... And a garden.

I’ll take your advice on getting a plant . I’ll get an orange or maybe tomato trees

 

[Emba]

I’ll take your advice on getting a plant . I’ll get an orange or maybe tomato trees

They are cool!

 

[loremango]

They are cool!

thanks I’ll try them out , i think this is going to be my last thread since I already got many good advices . The only thing i still don’t know about is making friends , so I’ll just read some information books

 

[kakashi]

Can boxing accommodate someone like me ? I am 48 kg and 179 cm

You should probably eat more food but even currently you would have a huge reach advantage over flyweights (51kg) who are on average 160cm- but I would recommend you gain weight so you can fight at lightweight(61kg)

 

[Emba]

thanks I’ll try them out , i think this is going to be my last thread since I already got many good advices . The only thing i still don’t know about is making friends , so I’ll just read some information books

Ok

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

It's easy
just LDAR

 

[fukurou]

I think maybe I was enjoying the first few months of playing games and watching shows , but now I actually am a extremely worried

save some money for when they start selling AI robot GFs

 

[loremango]

You should probably eat more food but even currently you would have a huge reach advantage over flyweights (51kg) who are on average 160cm- but I would recommend you gain weight so you can fight at lightweight(61kg)

I’ll check any close boxing class hopefully i get the courage to go their wish me luck

 

[kakashi]

I’ll check any close boxing class hopefully i get the courage to go their wish me luck

Good luck

 

[loremango]

save some money for when they start selling AI robot GFs

That would make me more lonely than I already am maybe if they turn out like those Detroit become human type , maybe then I’ll get cured

 

[loremango]

It's easy
just LDAR

I’ve been already doing that for 2 years and I would not wish that on my worst enemies. Maybe if I lived with my parents it might be cool

 

[fukurou]

That would make me more lonely than I already am maybe if they turn out like those Detroit become human type , maybe then I’ll get cured

OK than keep bitchin'

I am happy with my AI, and I hardly interact with humans

 

[loremango]

OK than keep bitchin'

I am happy with my AI, and I hardly interact with humans

Don’t get me wrong if I had the money I promise you I would be the first one in line