It was brutal watching all the NT family members hanging around and enjoying the eve while I stood there in a corner like a stupid creep. Even female cousins would creep out from me despite me being younger than them. All the good-looking fags get the Eidi while I stand there with my retarded face burning inside. My own fucking uncle didn't gift me Eidi this year, it's brutally over for me. My good-looking siblings grabbed it all from relatives and I just didn't seem to exist.
I had grown my hairs out a bit so the only attention I got was being made fun of my hairs. They made it seem so obvious that I look ugly, couldn't even hide their hate for my ugly face and then the longer hairs.
My cousins had grown them out back in covid and before but since they were good-looking, it suited them and they were complimented while im being made fun of. Every fucking conversation starts with my fucking ugly hairs and ends with my academic failure.
It's so suicidefuel as a thirdworlder cel who depends on his family and has to keep up with them, whites would never understand this shit. They live in their heaven and barely get to see any relatives, even don't see their parents, lucky bastards.
I'm just waiting for college to end so I can pack up and leave for the west, I can't stand a fucking minute in this shithole society. Atleast I'll have my own space there and nobody would bother me directly even if they hate my brown ugly ass.
I had grown my hairs out a bit so the only attention I got was being made fun of my hairs. They made it seem so obvious that I look ugly, couldn't even hide their hate for my ugly face and then the longer hairs.
My cousins had grown them out back in covid and before but since they were good-looking, it suited them and they were complimented while im being made fun of. Every fucking conversation starts with my fucking ugly hairs and ends with my academic failure.
It's so suicidefuel as a thirdworlder cel who depends on his family and has to keep up with them, whites would never understand this shit. They live in their heaven and barely get to see any relatives, even don't see their parents, lucky bastards.
I'm just waiting for college to end so I can pack up and leave for the west, I can't stand a fucking minute in this shithole society. Atleast I'll have my own space there and nobody would bother me directly even if they hate my brown ugly ass.
