I'm a solid 1/10, 2/10 in looks. Took me a very long time to come to terms with my subhumanity. was even told by two girls I was a 1/10, and that was back when I was 20/21, now at 30 my looks must be indescribable. I don't look at mirrors or have pictures taken of me. The pain to see what I am is unbearable.
Imagine going into a room and knowing you're the ugliest person there. Not being able to make any friends or no one wants to talk to you due to your low status looks, getting IoD's from foids (indicators of disgust), even servers at restaurants or cafes reluctantly serve you or notice you, they don't even smile at you, people don't even want to look at you or talk with you unless absolutely necessary. It is unfathomable in it's cruelty, you're treated like trash because you are trash, pure genetic trash, complete disposable refuse. Life is pain.