Discussion How often do you wake up and immediately want to kill yourself?

[Eschewcel]

Right now I feel like killing myself every morning I get up.

Unfortunately I don't have easy access to firearms since I've been living in Europe for a few months now, in a country where restrictions on firearms are particularly severe, and I don't want to miss out and end up in a hospital bed for the rest of my life. It's true that it's a bit of a 'coping out of it' mentality, because in reality the chances of surviving a 20-meter fall are extremely slim.

I wonder if you can mentally survive being society's outcasts, or if you suffer intensely every day.

 

[Trident]

I've also been isolated from society for almost 10 years with a few periods when I tried to change something about it but failed, i will go insane and kill myself eventually

 

[outcastgymcel23]

I been think about kill my self sometimes ever since middle school and high school

 

[Eschewcel]

I've also been isolated from society for almost 10 years with a few periods when I tried to change something about it but failed, i will go insane and kill myself eventually

Oh, so we probably have a similar life.
Same as you. Multiple attempts over my 12 years of loneliness. All of them failed. Now I'm too old for that shit so I'm just in slavery to make the ends meet. I believe there's nothing that can be done and that my life is pretty hopeless now, every opportunity has vanished and to be fair, I believed even if that's unlucky that I didn't manage to secure at least a single real fail, it is highly related to my looks and the social/relationship misery that I have experienced so far.

 

[Eschewcel]

Damn we have a mentallystrongcel that voted, would be interesting if you could elaborate on how do you manage to keep a strong mental. Would love to hear from guys who never or almost never think of killing themselves.

 

[NorthernWind]

I usually want to kill others ( in video game ) due to them being rude animals but I either think it would be disproportional reaction and selfish.
But probably Inaction is also selfish.

 

[Eschewcel]

I usually want to kill others ( in video game ) due to them being rude animals but I either think it would be disproportional reaction and selfish.
But probably Inaction is also selfish.

And that's totally normal, it's been backed up that emotional frustration leads to wanting to kill people in GTA 5.

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

Feel like killing myself almost every day but I have already decided not to do it and have real reasons that won't change in the forseeable future. So unless life gets even worse it's not gonna happen.