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I am a 40-year-old virgin Asian guy. In my workplace, I'm often called ugly by other employees. Let me share some examples:
The truth is, no matter how handsome my face might be, the bigger problem is that my erect size is only 3.6 inches long, and I have no idea how I could satisfy girls with that. Because of this, I've become increasingly addicted to porn, and even now, at 40, I've never kissed a woman or had sex. In my teens, I was bullied a lot by classmates because they thought I looked weak. I kept thinking things would get better in my 20s, but finally, here I am now. After 30 years of masturbating with my hand, I really want to try something different, so I'm thinking of buying a blow-up sex doll to get laid. I've seen videos on porn sites of men having sex with these dolls, and honestly, in my 20s, I never imagined that I would ever consider having sex with a doll. But now, I feel like I need to and like I can be truly satisfied by kissing and touching the doll. Also, I don't have much money to use an escort service. I also don't want to pay for sex, especially because my premature ejaculation, which I've attributed to watching too much porn, makes it seem like a waste of money.
I don't have any hope that my situation will improve in the future. It's over. Now, I'm going to have to search for some cheap blow-up dolls to get laid for the first time in my life.
- There was a male employee who I personally thought was the ugliest and least appealing, but I once overheard another male boss, A, comparing me to him and telling someone else that there wasn't much difference between our appearances.
- When I was in my 30s, a male boss B in his 50s jokingly yet seriously told a female colleague on the same team that he looked better than me.
- Female employee A always jokingly tells me that I'm ugly when we're alone and says that the best-looking part of my face is my ears.
- Female employee B openly criticized me, asking why I wasn't as good-looking as another male colleague in a different department who started around the same time as me.
- Female employee C insulted me by comparing me to some ugly animal (I can't remember which) while in a café with others. She looked up the animal on her phone and showed it to the others, making everyone laugh.
- and so on.
The truth is, no matter how handsome my face might be, the bigger problem is that my erect size is only 3.6 inches long, and I have no idea how I could satisfy girls with that. Because of this, I've become increasingly addicted to porn, and even now, at 40, I've never kissed a woman or had sex. In my teens, I was bullied a lot by classmates because they thought I looked weak. I kept thinking things would get better in my 20s, but finally, here I am now. After 30 years of masturbating with my hand, I really want to try something different, so I'm thinking of buying a blow-up sex doll to get laid. I've seen videos on porn sites of men having sex with these dolls, and honestly, in my 20s, I never imagined that I would ever consider having sex with a doll. But now, I feel like I need to and like I can be truly satisfied by kissing and touching the doll. Also, I don't have much money to use an escort service. I also don't want to pay for sex, especially because my premature ejaculation, which I've attributed to watching too much porn, makes it seem like a waste of money.
I don't have any hope that my situation will improve in the future. It's over. Now, I'm going to have to search for some cheap blow-up dolls to get laid for the first time in my life.
