Medicating depression is honestly the most dystopian practice of the past centuries. These pills literally just sedate you with horrifying long-lasting consequences and pharmacists enrich themselves off your suffering. As an incel, you should've understood by now that you are unhappy because you can't have sexual partners and the only cure for that is to finally find someone to have sex with. Knowing this and still swallowing that tablet is advanced self-sabotage. Your body knows the difference. No mixture of synthetic chemicals will even remotely come close to experiencing the core of humanity. Your only gain is a new addiction to expensive and dangerous "anti"depressants. I would rather die trying than end this way.