LDAR How long have u been dealing with depression

[fokusin]

My depression is lifelong, I always had awareness about everything but I had been coping for a long time by listening to normies and thinking it's all in muh head

 

[AdPajeetIncel]

9 years

 

[fokusin]

I don't know how I am living like this nigga

 

[zd60]

i've been depressed since i was born i think, or at least from the time i could coherently think for myself

 

[Fo4idhater]

Since i was like 12

 

[SewerGoat]

I was told by grown ups to smile more and not look so angry since i was a kid. I had a low experience of positive emotions since i can remember.

 

[fokusin]

I was told by grown ups to smile more and not look so angry since i was a kid. I had a low experience of positive emotions since i can remember.

kids focus on dumb shit while I found out about genetic determinism at 6 years old jfl

 

[ANTAGONIST]

Since like 13 years old, sometimes it becomes worse, sometimes it lessens a bit

 

[SewerGoat]

kids focus on dumb shit while I found out about genetic determinism at 6 years old jfl

Nah, i wasn't that clever as a kid. I had strange interests though. All regarding science, philosophy of nature and such subjects.

 

[fokusin]

Nah, i wasn't that clever as a kid. I had strange interests though. All regarding science, philosophy of nature and such subjects.

Nah I found out something similar to that tho cause I am born in third world

 

[DriveLikeNigger]

i've been depressed since i was born i think, or at least from the time i could coherently think for myself

Sometimes i think i was destined to live like this since even before my birth. Like i was cursed by god himself

I don't know how I am living like this nigga

Just spite and hatred. It's all that's motivating me not to rope and be done with it

 

[poorenglishcel]

16 maybe. I don't even know if i am depressed or not honestly. But if i am then it started around the said age when all i did was stoodycel at home the whole day during the lockdown.

 

[zd60]

Sometimes i think i was destined to live like this since even before my birth. Like i was cursed by god himself

that's how i feel, everything was pre determined for me and im just living through the hell of it

 

[Dean_Benoit_93]

Since I was about 19. From then on it got progressively worse; it's a miracle I'm still alive.

 

[rcnfive]

my entire teenage + adult life. and im an oldcel

 

[DriveLikeNigger]

that's how i feel, everything was pre determined for me and im just living through the hell of it

You're not alone in there at least brocel. 2 decades for me stewing and festering there and i still can't see the light at the end of the tunnel

 

[zd60]

You're not alone in there at least brocel. 2 decades for me stewing and festering there and i still can't see the light at the end of the tunnel

i've lost hope of there being any light at the end of the tunnel

 

[cirno369]

Ever since a kid I've3 been feeling like I don't belong

 

[JesusChristReborn]

Since like 10, so what, 15 years? The better half of the century thus far?

 

[Grodd]

Well over 8 years at this point

 

[AutismKing]

I'v been off my whole life really. But when you are a kid your depression isnt that deep, in fact I remember being more of a jester as a kid with limited sucess. But yeah, ever since teenage years onwards I've been depressed every day of my life. You get so used to it after a certain point that you forget how normal people are supposed to live. Nothing excites me anymore in life. I am constantly numb and everyone around me notices it