Welcome to Incels.is - Involuntary Celibate Forum

Welcome! This is a forum for involuntary celibates: people who lack a significant other. Are you lonely and wish you had someone in your life? You're not alone! Join our forum and talk to people just like you.

Venting How does not being good enough to be loved as you are now make you feel?

Lobo

Lobo

Fallen Angel
★★
Joined
Sep 9, 2022
Posts
622
Title… once again, I feel the weakening force of defeat as I browse .is at 8pm. Well well well if it hasn’t become a habit to browse this forum and the SuicideWatch sub on Soyddit every time I get in my car after my college classes are over :feelsbadman:

A constant reminder of what I’ll never be. The impending doom of a consciousness that is misaligned with the body and exterior world.

And I will quote Saint Hamudi here:
“I was born and my life was over”.

You could argue this isn’t true, but look at it another way, you could say “I was born and the potential for a truly good life was over” and it renders completely true. Are you okay with a less than ideal life simply because you weren’t lucky enough to be naturally good enough in the areas where it truly matters?

I hate the idea of self-improvement. It’s the ultimate cry for help. How are you supposed to be ok with knowing you’re inherently not good enough as you currently are and have never been? Ok, let’s go some years back before the world turned you into a hateful person. Same thing. (for any retards here giving shit to hateful brocels you need to understand the reason you’re not “hateful” and they are is because there’s still some hope in you, even if just a little. They don’t. You’re no better than them for that). How do you improve your height? Your face? Your frame? Your bone structure? Your race?

Self-improvement for sub-8= desperately trying to deny and outrun the truth of the now: you’re meaningless and unnecessary. You need to find that missing value outside of you because otherwise you are not enough and will never be. Be it gym, money, personality. It’s the culmination of copes. And then you’re supposed to outlook the fact that the only reason that beauty is with you is because you’re rich, or because you have a high-status.

How can some people be ok with themselves knowing the brutally honest truth of their situation? I assume it’s fear of contemplating their own frailty.

Let me know your thoughts…

Out.
 
And I will quote Saint Hamudi here:
“I was born and my life was over”.
Don't be sad that it's over. Be happy that it never began :feelsaww: :feelsrope:
 
I work out, run, coom, study and play video games. I don’t have any hope to get a girl to fuck for free as there’s no point. However I still have those moments where I think a girl might like me and catches my attention. It’s just my sad brain coming up with a cope to feel better about myself.

To truly accept you are undesired and ugly is extremely difficult as human’s try to cling onto every last bit of hope before anything.
 
It feels like apathy. Sometimes sadness, sometimes anger, but mostly just a dull feeling of nothing mattering.
 
I work out, run, coom, study and play video games. I don’t have any hope to get a girl to fuck for free as there’s no point. However I still have those moments where I think a girl might like me and catches my attention. It’s just my sad brain coming up with a cope to feel better about myself.

To truly accept you are undesired and ugly is extremely difficult as human’s try to cling onto every last bit of hope before anything.
Nigga why wipe your account just to come back and build posts agaib
 
I feel like a goddamn pile of shit. :feelsUgh:
 
Don't be sad that it's over. Be happy that it never began :feelsaww: :feelsrope:
It's hard to look the other way while so many people are having a good time and I just rot. No matter what I do or how fast I run, there I am :feelscry:

To truly accept you are undesired and ugly is extremely difficult as human’s try to cling onto every last bit of hope before anything.
Exactly, because if I don't then what? I can't NEETmaxx I live in a 3rd world country. I feel like a slave, I work but nothing worthy comes in return. Some money, sure. At least my basic needs are met.

It feels like apathy. Sometimes sadness, sometimes anger, but mostly just a dull feeling of nothing mattering.
We feel similarly then. I go from feeling nothing matters to impending doom though.

I feel like a goddamn pile of shit. :feelsUgh:
Same. I wish I hadn't been born.
 
I'm not OK with myself. I resent myself and my life. It's impossible to feel good about myself.
To escape this horrid reality, I usually distract myself with browsing internet, learn Chinese language, sometimes read a books, sometimes masturbate...( though I often try NoFap challenge)
 
It's impossible to feel good about myself.
Exactly.

To escape this horrid reality, I usually distract myself with browsing internet, learn Chinese language, sometimes read a books, sometimes masturbate...( though I often try NoFap challenge)
Have you asked yourself how long that's gonna last you though? How old are you?
 
Exactly.


Have you asked yourself how long that's gonna last you though? How old are you?
I'm 37 y.o. I still can cope with doing something but its becomes harder and harder. I have built too much anger, resentment and other negative feelings inside myself.
 
I'm 37 y.o. I still can cope with doing something but its becomes harder and harder. I have built too much anger, resentment and other negative feelings inside myself.
Wow, we are the exact same then...
 
I feel sad af and kinda depressed 24/7
And sometimes I just wanna turn on GTA and go on a kill spree
 
Im gonna have to go escortmaxx at some point it seems.
 
Empty and utterly depressed.
 

Similar threads

coping_manlet
Replies
14
Views
293
NorthernWind
NorthernWind
imugly
Replies
2
Views
263
faded
faded
worthlessloser26
Replies
20
Views
575
Linesnap99
L
Clavicus Vile
Replies
68
Views
2K
IncelKing
IncelKing

Users who are viewing this thread

shape1
shape2
shape3
shape4
shape5
shape6
Back
Top