
Deleted member 14218
i have but one purpose to cease it
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This is one of my biggest fears in life , even though there are some aspects of my parents i hate some aspects of them but deep down i love them. Sure they contributed to my inceldom but they at least gave me a roof over my head, paid my bills , gave me food and somewhat encouraged me in some things. And also bought me copes like my pc and my laptops. I am afraid that one day i might have to face that fact and there is no avoiding it. That pain will change something profound in me which will cause to end my existence or help me grow. One thing i know is im very scared of that reality i have to face 






