how do you guys cope with the soul crushing boredom of being a truecel with no friends ? I go out on long ass walks just to try and see people but most of them just ignore my existance or look away from me when i try to make eye contac t
Not well to be honest. I’ve tried many things and I’m pretty miserable to be blunt.
No friends, a soul crushing job I hate but must do because the alternative is homelessness and starvation, no sex or pathway to a family of my own, a terrible relationship with my delusional divorced parents, looks like I’ll never be able to afford a home or retirement despite my best efforts (you basically need two people working full time with STEM degrees to afford shit these days).
I dunno man, I play video games, watch TV, go for walks in nature, eat the best food I can afford (not great but it’s something).
I’m not good about the whole “don’t dwell on your problems” mantra. I used to be religious and blue pilled and I was definitely happier back then with my false hope thinking on it. Ah well can’t unsee what you’ve seen.
There’s little worse than being chronically lonely and hopeless. I’m a failure and I know it — I did everything I could. I got a good degree (my fucking lord Uni costs a fortune — what a scam) and I’ve worked tons of jobs over the years. I’ve really tried to make friends and ask out girls but I know the truth now.
I don’t have the guts to kill myself, but most days I wish I hadn’t been born if I’m honest. Behind all our hatred and cynicism, I think probably most of us are chronically depressed (real depression not “teehee” foid type depression) due to deeply unmet needs that are out of our power to fix.