The suicidefuel you experience at work, school, in the media, on the internet, television, anything. Because it's fucking EVERYWHERE, the advocation of degeneracy is shoved down society's throat. How do you handle it? I need help.
Serious How do you escape, or even just cope with the suicidefuel?
I completely cut myself off from media and society. I know you're a youngcel so that may be hard for you, but I recommend it. The only "news" I read is Trump's Twitter. I have no social media and do not read any news, print or digital.
Gymcelling/improving/crying/cuttingmyself
Watch war films,animes or play games.They are best way for now.
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Avoid it as much as possible
Delete social media it helped me but only a little bit
Delete social media it helped me but only a little bit
deleting social media is exactly what I'm gonna do as soon as I graduate.
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I'll be honest here because this site is the only one I feel free to talk about things-
Initially I coped with the loneliness by RPing as a female on Furry websites, it got me a steady stream of people to talk to but it was fleeting since they only spoke to me when they wanted to cyber, so I never had any real conversations. I then moved onto applying for clans in the many games I play, but I failed since I was never talkative or wasn't invited to clan events.
I started cutting myself off from everything, I just sat around listening to the same 4-5 songs and playing games. It wasn't fun and became a habit, eventually I plucked up some form of 'confidence' and went out...I didn't make any friends and realised how fucked my social skills were and generally how unlikable/ugly I was.
I did anything I could to ignore everything wrong with the world and society, beyond sleeping 18 hours a day I couldn't. I just find solace in the little things I have. I now just escape into a roleplay scenario within my head when I play games, I pretend I'm a streamer and explain the game to no one, or act like I'm a pro player and discuss how my character got where he was, again, to no one. Its small but it keeps me happy. I suggest you find that little thing that brings you joy and make sure its something personal so normies, Chads and Stacys can't ruin it.
Initially I coped with the loneliness by RPing as a female on Furry websites, it got me a steady stream of people to talk to but it was fleeting since they only spoke to me when they wanted to cyber, so I never had any real conversations. I then moved onto applying for clans in the many games I play, but I failed since I was never talkative or wasn't invited to clan events.
I started cutting myself off from everything, I just sat around listening to the same 4-5 songs and playing games. It wasn't fun and became a habit, eventually I plucked up some form of 'confidence' and went out...I didn't make any friends and realised how fucked my social skills were and generally how unlikable/ugly I was.
I did anything I could to ignore everything wrong with the world and society, beyond sleeping 18 hours a day I couldn't. I just find solace in the little things I have. I now just escape into a roleplay scenario within my head when I play games, I pretend I'm a streamer and explain the game to no one, or act like I'm a pro player and discuss how my character got where he was, again, to no one. Its small but it keeps me happy. I suggest you find that little thing that brings you joy and make sure its something personal so normies, Chads and Stacys can't ruin it.
Start making videos talking about the game you play. It could be next level cope.
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I doubt it would be all that interesting. When I go and get food I start talking about how I'm a successful merchant in the game and then while making my food I talk about how what I'm eating effects your stats and its cost within the game world.Start making videos talking about the game you play. It could be next level cope.
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Lmao. Sounds autistic af. I would probably watch that.
Get invested in philosophical literature or any type of literature. Often, your values shape how you view the world. Also, making any type of art whether it be literary or visual will feel like an achievement if you practice enough(and you will get better with time if you aren't skilled already). It'll also give you something positive to look back on in a while from now.
Overall, dedicate yourself to self improvement and you'll be repaid somehow, whether it be with worthwhile companions or a peaceful death. Feeling like a failure is human, but rising above tragedy is also a defining trait of our species.
Overall, dedicate yourself to self improvement and you'll be repaid somehow, whether it be with worthwhile companions or a peaceful death. Feeling like a failure is human, but rising above tragedy is also a defining trait of our species.
I detach myself from my outer appearance and retreat inwards as a neutral spectator of life, having no conviction and interacting mostly through irony, post-irony, cynicism and jokes. All the "blackpill" and suffering are not my problem as that way I don't feel a part of society- I'm immaterial, insignificant and invisible, unbounded by classifications or statistics. This method basically suppresses all the frustration and depressive tendancies. Unfortunately, all that autism falls apart when I see myself in a reflective surface of any kind and the internal and material reconnect and all the heavy fucking baggage drops. I haven't used a mirror in ~6 months.
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just kick the bucket if you aren't afraid op, you've experienced or know of every single significant aspect that life has to offer, nothing is new and nothing will ever be new, you've been """"gifted"""" the shitty end of the stick of life by god, life stopped being a "dream world" the moment you were forced out of your childhood and given priorities to abide by, just end it op
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try to ignore it, very hard to do in the workplace when you have to interact with girls/ couples your own age.
irl is the biggest suicide fuel.
irl is the biggest suicide fuel.
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