AustrianPainter
Greycel
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- Jan 7, 2021
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I feel really depressed and anxious about how fast time is going. What caused me to become increasingly aware of this was observing how fast 2020 seemingly went by and it's honestly terrifying. I constantly lament on my childhood, especially my high school years. I know that I was miserable throughout high school but when I look back on these times I subconsciously see them in a warm and comforting way. The times when I was the happiest would be between the ages of 7 and 12. I know for a fact that these years were when I was my happiest and will probably be the peak of my life. I'm 18.5 right now, and I really hate it, I hate being an adult, I hate having to worry about finding a job, I hate having to worry about other financial stuff, AND I ABSOLUTELY FUCKING HATE POLITICS. I wish I could be a kid forever, I used to think about how cool it would be to be an adult, thinking that I would have a nice mansion, nice cars, e.t.c. Instead I'm just a poor autist. How do you all cope with this?