SuicideFuel How many suicidal thoughts do you have in a day?

[currycel102]

How many different instances in the day do you have suicidal thoughts?
5 years ago when i was in high school I feel like if i was up at 3am and thinking too deeply about life i would think about what it would be like to kill myself
Now Im 22 and even during the daytime when im working and talking with others i feel like i should just disappear

I dont want to actually kill myself to be honest, I just want something out of my control to take me away. Like i just dont wake up tomorrow. Or i get murdered or a car accident. I dont want to do the action myself.

 

[Da_Yunez]

How many different instances in the day do you have suicidal thoughts?
5 years ago when i was in high school I feel like if i was up at 3am and thinking too deeply about life i would think about what it would be like to kill myself
Now Im 22 and even during the daytime when im working and talking with others i feel like i should just disappear

I dont want to actually kill myself to be honest, I just want something out of my control to take me away.2 Like i just dont wake up tomorrow. Or i get murdered or a car accident. I dont want to do the action myself.

At least once a day, twice, even more when bombarded with suifuel when going outside.

 

[Seahorsecel]

Every living second. This life torments me...

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Multiple times a day usually

 

[Starfish]

Countless times

 

[currycel102]

At least once a day, twice, even more when bombarded with suifuel when going outside.

To be honest i dont get suifuel when going outside -- i get suifuel when im home alone and reflecting on what happened during the day.

 

[Tsunchad]

Every day. Being constantly compared to your chad brother and father will take a toll on you.

 

[foidkiller88]

How many different instances in the day do you have suicidal thoughts?
5 years ago when i was in high school I feel like if i was up at 3am and thinking too deeply about life i would think about what it would be like to kill myself
Now Im 22 and even during the daytime when im working and talking with others i feel like i should just disappear

I dont want to actually kill myself to be honest, I just want something out of my control to take me away. Like i just dont wake up tomorrow. Or i get murdered or a car accident. I dont want to do the action myself.

it’s the exact same way for me, brocel

 

[Nemesis]

How many a day? I don't know. I only can say, that they are on a daily basis

 

[copemaxx9002]

Every living second. This life torments me...

 

[Curry from Ohio]

24,152

 

[Leonardo Part V]

Zero.

 

[Regressive]

its always lurking in mind n presents itself to me often

 

[damascus]

I just want something out of my control to take me away.

i understand where you are coming from
however for me the question isnt how often i feel that way
its more like how often i dont, and its not very often
some days i feel less anxious and suicidal and more numb

 

[BPJ]

its always lurking in mind n presents itself to me often

 

[Autistic Uggo]

Multiple times a day usually

 

[Balding Subhuman]

Depends on the day but it has been getting better for me lately

 

[Sloth]

I don't really get any

 

[wastedcodeine]

As of late at least once per day

 

[TheJester]

Not as much as i used to, maybe once a week

 

[Obanchito]

Once, when I wake up or maybe when I stumble across some ERfuel on insta

 

[RandomGuy]

I suck the goyimi dry and get high doing it.

With super duper Jew tactics (trix) you win.

\

 

[_meh]

Not suicidal (although there was sometime where I was but just became more apathetic instead), but I do think about how I'm going to die. Mostly on a weekly basis.

 

[laanda]

only rarely. A few years ago i considered actually doing it and so thought what it would mean and got put off by the idea of no longer existing, so decided not to. Now i am afraid of them and don't have suicidal thoughts lightly. Still happens multiple times a year

 

[currycel102]

only rarely. A few years ago i considered actually doing it and so thought what it would mean and got put off by the idea of no longer existing, so decided not to. Now i am afraid of them and don't have suicidal thoughts lightly. Still happens multiple times a year

Were all not going to exist at some point... The question of suicide is just whether the joy of life and the depression of life outweigh simply not existing.
Whats the difference between dying now and dying at 80? Do you really think your life will be filled with happy moments until 80? Not for me.

 

[laanda]

Were all not going to exist at some point... The question of suicide is just whether the joy of life and the depression of life outweigh simply not existing.
Whats the difference between dying now and dying at 80? Do you really think your life will be filled with happy moments until 80? Not for me.

sure, but you also aren't dead so why is this your opinion

 

[currycel102]

sure, but you also aren't dead so why is this your opinion

Currently the joy of life still outweighs the negatives. I mean it takes a LOT of negative experience for a man to commit suicide. Even the most ugly subhuman incel is hesitant to commit suicide because the act of simply existing can give us some meaning.

 

[laanda]

Were all not going to exist at some point... The question of suicide is just whether the joy of life and the depression of life outweigh simply not existing.
Whats the difference between dying now and dying at 80? Do you really think your life will be filled with happy moments until 80? Not for me.

I don't get where you disagree with me.
if you seriously sit down and consider offing yourself there is a guttural reaction to the thought of no longer existing that will make you reconsider. You won't be alive anymore, even bad experiences will no longer be experiences. This is difficult to even put into words that make sense. Beforehand, I just would respond to a lack of joy with suicidal thoughts. But when you actually sit down and think to do it, there's another level you can go to

Currently the joy of life still outweighs the negatives. I mean it takes a LOT of negative experience for a man to commit suicide. Even the most ugly subhuman incel is hesitant to commit suicide because the act of simply existing can give us some meaning.

yes that is what i am saying

 

[rcnfive]

all day every day

 

[stranger]

8

 

[beyondschizo]

Multiple times a day usually

 

[SubhumanGamer]

More than several a day

 

[Dealer]

not that much maybe every 3 days

 

[Grodd]

4,968,574,594 times a day

 

[Shitskin=Shitlife]

Every few hours my mind creates video of me roping

 

[incelerated]

All of 'em

 

[HotDogCel]

Every waking hour at least

 

[Cuckoja]

I try to start being productive but dark thoughts tell me that im going to fail no matter what. World is unfit for non nt men, i got nothing.

 

[DJungle]

i thought i get away from them but today i got one. But it was due to first day in school so I gues i will be fine in the next days...

 

[db-bchr-iv]

At least three fiddy.

 

[SalveMatteo]

How many different instances in the day do you have suicidal thoughts?
5 years ago when i was in high school I feel like if i was up at 3am and thinking too deeply about life i would think about what it would be like to kill myself
Now Im 22 and even during the daytime when im working and talking with others i feel like i should just disappear

I dont want to actually kill myself to be honest, I just want something out of my control to take me away. Like i just dont wake up tomorrow. Or i get murdered or a car accident. I dont want to do the action myself.

Every time I see a foid

 

[Serious]

When I was younger I had this thougt, especially around age of 20.

But now I have zero, why would I kill myself while all this whores incapable of empathy would live?

Sui is cucked because they win.

 

[Julaybib]

ITcels are gonna have a field day with this thread

 

[gougemyeyesout]

too many

 

[Deleted User 451254]

Only vengeful thoughts. If you could see what I'm forced to go through every day.
I would pay for another motherfucker to see the same thing.

 

[nothingnowhere]

atleast hourly

 

[Lonelyus]

View: https://youtu.be/SiMHTK15Pik

 

[moggingincel]

all day every day

 

[smegma producer]

every day every hour

 

[Lusitano Stallion]

Usually everyday.