They is this specific thing I want to do. But I feel cringe doing it. I feel shy in a way even though nobody's around. It's like my ego is holding me back. I really want to do this but i feel cringe doing it. How do I just shut myself the fuck up and follow through? Sometimes I want to do something so badly and admit things to myself. But I feel shy to do so and follow through. I feel like an embarrassment. Even though nobody's around.
I don't know how to explain. Like I really want to do something. And I proceed to do it. But then my inner voice is like "yikes, this is something that a girl would do". You know what I mean? But it's really isn't and I'm just delusioning myself.
This is gonna sound crazy. But sometimes i feel like someone is out there broadcasting my imagination and watching it. And judging for the weird thoughts I have. And its what causes me to feel shy to admit things to myself.
How do I get rid of this?
@Transcended Trucel (Your deeper into the spiritual-buddhism stuff, so I thought you could help out)
I don't know how to explain. Like I really want to do something. And I proceed to do it. But then my inner voice is like "yikes, this is something that a girl would do". You know what I mean? But it's really isn't and I'm just delusioning myself.
This is gonna sound crazy. But sometimes i feel like someone is out there broadcasting my imagination and watching it. And judging for the weird thoughts I have. And its what causes me to feel shy to admit things to myself.
How do I get rid of this?
@Transcended Trucel (Your deeper into the spiritual-buddhism stuff, so I thought you could help out)
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