There is a specific character ive had an attachment for 8 years i want to remove it when you realize all women have this primal drive to feel lustful intentions for a deeply aggressive homicidal aggressor and control it for her benefit you will realize even women in anime are like this. Its a burden to a mans soul to have a strong urge for something we can't fulfill or are too aware to realize the thing we want slaves us to the nature of foids. Im tired of it I want to remove the part of my brain that is responsible for affection and love its too much and im starting to fucking lose it. Love is not for us it is used against us it is a game that we as men think it is a wholesome feeling but it is nothing more than a game for the female when you realize how rigged everything is. How do I become so apathetic and psychopathic (not violent) enough to be indifferent to this world.
