Doomer Guy
Mentally ill due to toxic environment & loneliness
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In so fucking tired of my parents, I wish they could just ignore me and leave me in peace...
They always criticize everything I do. If I play video games for 10 seconds, don't study for 5 seconds, or just want to relax and do nothing for 1 second they become mad and start complaining about how this is inacceptable and how I am lazy and evil and make me feel like the worst piece of subhuman trash in the entire world.
They always repeat the same shit over and over again, it's as if they're trying to break me and turn me into an obedient slave by torturing me with the same hurtful words over and over again.
They unironically believe that if they stopped shouting at me like this my life would become worse and I would stop doing anything. But that's false, they way they treat me just worsen my pain and my mental issues, and they're also removing any motivation I could possibly have.
My parents are so retarded that they didn't even realize the wrong they're doing to me when I attempted killing myself.
They're also so retarded that they always prevented me from looksmaxxing. No don't eat more your weight is fine when I have a BMI in the 15s, no don't try to exercice and lift weights it's dangerous and might result in injury, no don't try to mew it's just going to ruin your face, don't worry about this shallow stuff you're fine the way you look etc.
They're doing their best to psychologically destroy me when I don't do what they want me to do, and they're discouraging me from doing anything I would like to do or matters to me. At this point I'm so full of resentment towards them that I'd rather get harmed and disobey them 100% of the time even if they were right out of pure spite, than obey them and experience benefits.
I'm so desperate, what the fuck do I need to do in order for them to give me air to breathe? Kill them?
I hate them, at this point I just want them to never speak a single word to me 100% of the day, I just don't know how to convince them to do that.
TL;DR I want to convince my parents to leave me in peace and stop bullying me, but I don't know how because they're extremely aggressive and believe they're 100% right and I'm 100% wrong, despite contrary evidence. HELP
They always criticize everything I do. If I play video games for 10 seconds, don't study for 5 seconds, or just want to relax and do nothing for 1 second they become mad and start complaining about how this is inacceptable and how I am lazy and evil and make me feel like the worst piece of subhuman trash in the entire world.
They always repeat the same shit over and over again, it's as if they're trying to break me and turn me into an obedient slave by torturing me with the same hurtful words over and over again.
They unironically believe that if they stopped shouting at me like this my life would become worse and I would stop doing anything. But that's false, they way they treat me just worsen my pain and my mental issues, and they're also removing any motivation I could possibly have.
My parents are so retarded that they didn't even realize the wrong they're doing to me when I attempted killing myself.
They're also so retarded that they always prevented me from looksmaxxing. No don't eat more your weight is fine when I have a BMI in the 15s, no don't try to exercice and lift weights it's dangerous and might result in injury, no don't try to mew it's just going to ruin your face, don't worry about this shallow stuff you're fine the way you look etc.
They're doing their best to psychologically destroy me when I don't do what they want me to do, and they're discouraging me from doing anything I would like to do or matters to me. At this point I'm so full of resentment towards them that I'd rather get harmed and disobey them 100% of the time even if they were right out of pure spite, than obey them and experience benefits.
I'm so desperate, what the fuck do I need to do in order for them to give me air to breathe? Kill them?
I hate them, at this point I just want them to never speak a single word to me 100% of the day, I just don't know how to convince them to do that.
TL;DR I want to convince my parents to leave me in peace and stop bullying me, but I don't know how because they're extremely aggressive and believe they're 100% right and I'm 100% wrong, despite contrary evidence. HELP
