ibalmevelo
Greycel
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- Joined
- Oct 1, 2025
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I am average looking but severely autistic and my life is hell.
I want to rope and have had a history with trying to end it, mental health issues and depression.
But I don't want my family to go through this. If I rope, they would never be the same again. The suffering they must endure if I rope is at least the same as the suffering I endure right now.
So what are your favourite copes? How do you avoid the rope? What holds you back from it?
Please let me know because I am clueless from this point on.
Here are some things I am doing to cope:
I want to rope and have had a history with trying to end it, mental health issues and depression.
But I don't want my family to go through this. If I rope, they would never be the same again. The suffering they must endure if I rope is at least the same as the suffering I endure right now.
So what are your favourite copes? How do you avoid the rope? What holds you back from it?
Please let me know because I am clueless from this point on.
Here are some things I am doing to cope:
- going to the gym
- studying AI and Cybersecurity
- having an IT job which I like to finance my education





