SuicideFuel How close have you ever got to roping?

[glutty]

Just curious how many of you got close to just ending it all seeing that @Samkakum slitted his wrists recently and was hospitalized for it.

The time I was close was when I tried to climb over the barrier on a walkway bridge above a highway, before stopping halfway through and going home.

 

[Julius1]

Never, too much of a pussy to do it

 

[Grodd]

If i wanted to rope i'd be dead first attempt

 

[To koniec]

2 times ( in theory 3 ), first was in may of 2020 when i nearly i crossed bus on road but he dogded me, i walked to near passage same day and was inches from killing myself but i was not brave enough.

Second time in july of 2022 when i wanted to overdose meds and went for 11 days in mental ward ( awful experience ) even was documented here

https://incels.is/threads/to-koniec-update.388838/
https://incels.is/threads/to-koniec.388506/

 

[To koniec]

If i wanted to rope i'd be dead first attempt

Easier said than done

 

[Leon98]

I’ve never tried to rope but I’ve self harmed by splitting my knuckles open hitting things and slamming my head into a wall in a fit of rage and hitting myself over the head with various blunt objects

 

[boneless goblin]

I called the suicide helpline but they didn`t pick up for 10 straight minutes

 

[Grodd]

Easier said than done

I wouldn't rope unless i was 100% sure i wanted to

 

[To koniec]

I wouldn't rope unless i was 100% sure i wanted to

You don't how tough such decision is, you can be never 100% sure for it

 

[DeathSigil]

How can I rope without ever fucking pussy.

That's my main motivation.

 

[Samkakum]

Just curious how many of you got close to just ending it all seeing that @Samkakum slitted his wrists recently and was hospitalized for it.

The time I was close was when I tried to climb over the barrier on a walkway bridge above a highway before stopping halfway through and going home.

I pussied out luckily, Didn’t slit the main artery or whatever. Got home the same day the blood loss wasn’t very severe. Also i was brutally drunk and exhausted with head full of manlet rage. I would never kms when fully conscious.

 

[Qizarate]

Too much of a coward

 

[j10009504]

took 2.5 grams diphenhydramine but did not die

 

[FuckYou]

tried to when I was 13 but the rope was too shitty

 

[X.9]

Never, too much of a pussy to do it

 

[Darth Aquarius]

Too much of a coward

Also I’ve seen people hang themselves who convulse and try to free themselves after already going through with it. Their body goes into survival mode trying to save themselves but it’s too late, it’s fucking disturbing. In my eyes suicide is unnatural and we should stay live out of spite at least, as well as extract any pleasure out of life we possibly can.

 

[glutty]

I pussied out luckily, Didn’t slit the main artery or whatever. Got home the same day the blood loss wasn’t very severe. Also i was brutally drunk and exhausted with head full of manlet rage. I would never kms when fully conscious.

Brutal, what about your Therapists and how often are you seeing them?

 

[Fantasea]

Thought I Was a Dead Man

I chew on bottle caps (have done so for years) and I just swallowed one accidently for the first time in my life. I didn't even chew it for longer than 2 minutes so it was pretty big. It's stuck like halfway in my esophagus now (uncomfortable AF). Thank God I didn't choke to death on it. I'm...

incels.is

 

[Samkakum]

Brutal, what about your Therapists and how often are you seeing them?

I had to go to the same medical center where i was sent home from yesterday and because my case wasn’t acute (it was my first attempt and i was heavily intoxicated and fine the next day with no rage or suicidal thoughts) they didn’t make me see theRapist today but ill be visiting them a few times a month to talk about the suicidal thoughts long term. I’m not sure how to feel about this long term therapy stuff because imo therapy is just a
pitiful cope. (like trying to slit your wrist, seriously never try that shit there are better ways to cope)

 

[witheredcherry]

I tried overdosing on stolen blood pressure meds but pussied out after taking like 3 or 4 unfortunately

 

[zd60]

If i wanted to rope i'd be dead first attempt

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

Just curious how many of you got close to just ending it all seeing that @Samkakum slitted his wrists recently and was hospitalized for it.

The time I was close was when I tried to climb over the barrier on a walkway bridge above a highway, before stopping halfway through and going home.

@Mr. Agent Clark and not only commit suicide but we also want to go ER on people (in GTA 6)

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

I pussied out luckily, Didn’t slit the main artery or whatever. Got home the same day the blood loss wasn’t very severe. Also i was brutally drunk and exhausted with head full of manlet rage. I would never kms when fully conscious.

Good thing you were not in Colombia because you would've been robbed like that

 

[Fatimacel]

There's no method available to me at home but whenever I'm outside, I'm very reckless when crossing the street. There have been a few times where I've been mere centimeters away from getting hit by trains and buses. Sometimes I hope they (the buses, obviously trains can only go along the track) swerve just enough to hit me

While I've never made an attempt there were times where I came close to jumping in front of them but my survival instinct and high inhibition saved me at the last moment

I won't make a big deal about it when I do rope, I don't think I'll tell anybody and it'll be based on a split-second decision

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

Just curious how many of you got close to just ending it all seeing that @Samkakum slitted his wrists recently and was hospitalized for it.

The time I was close was when I tried to climb over the barrier on a walkway bridge above a highway, before stopping halfway through and going home.

Can't do it also I don't want my parents to suffer of my death

 

[Samkakum]

Good thing you were not in Colombia because you would've been robbed like that

Id be a chronic cocaine addict if i were born i Colombia

 

[witheredcherry]

Can't do it also I don't want my parents to suffer of my death

They are responsible for your misery are they not? Whether you believe in the genepill or the dietpill it's their fault you're an incel. Why do you care about their feelings

 

[glutty]

I won't make a big deal about it when I do rope, I don't think I'll tell anybody and it'll be based on a split-second decision

Same thing, I wouldn't want to be barraged with therapists and referred to a mental health institution. I hide my depression quite well and only express my suicidal tendencies online.

 

[Deta97]

Admittedly, not very close at all — I was a perfectionist.

But then again, there was a time I was desperate and considered attempting with a belt upon getting kicked out of the house.

 

[Vector2800]

I used to self harm a lot when I was in my 20s. My arms and legs are ruined. I had to be hospitalized once when I accidentally slit an artery. I got very close to jumping off a building at my brothers wedding.

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

They are responsible for your misery are they not? Whether you believe in the genepill or the dietpill it's their fault you're an incel. Why do you care about their feelings

They're the only people who truly love me, I would still would want to go mass shootings on the fucking normies if I could (only in counter strike 2)

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

I used to self harm a lot when I was in my 20s. My arms and legs are ruined. I had to be hospitalized once when I accidentally slit an artery. I got very close to jumping off a building at my brothers wedding.

I thought about that too

 

[Samkakum]

They're the only people who truly love me, I would still would want to go mass shootings on the fucking normies if I could (only in counter strike 2)

 

[Ghost]

Just curious how many of you got close to just ending it all seeing that @Samkakum slitted his wrists recently and was hospitalized for it.

The time I was close was when I tried to climb over the barrier on a walkway bridge above a highway, before stopping halfway through and going home.

Tried to get myself run over by a taxi. I purposely cut in front of him with a bicycle. He slammed on his brakes and just cussed me out. I was about 14