curryboy420
Overlord
★★★★★
- Joined
- Jul 11, 2020
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They are the reason I am an incel anyway, I have had a lot of problems caused in my life by those two things, all I ever wanted to do was escape them. But realistically it's ridiculously expensive to buy a house in England. And to rent you need to show proof of income and stuff which I don't have because I'm neet. I don't see why anyone will hire a criminal neet at 26 either. I am probably going to prison as well after my trial date which they keep postpone because I feel like they will send me to prison for sure and they have to do all the formal shit like psychiatric report and stuff to say I'm fit to go to prison. My life feels as over as it can get. Even my family are always rude as hell to me and clearly don't want me to come to the house anymore. They want me to rot in my shit council flat on my own forever. I feel like death is the only option. How am I ever going to buy my way out of this life. And the incremental way of working your way up from nothing is not going to work. How the fuck do I escape this man or do I have to kill myself, i don't even want to but I feel backed into a corner. The options are basically to die or to become homeless and destitute at some point either when my family cut me off fully or when I go to prison then come out to nothing. What the fuck do I do lads. And how would you say is the best way to end my life if I have to, it says hanging is the best way after guns but I was thinking of I bought some heroin and inject all of the bag I will probably die way better than hanging.