How bullying ruined my mind

[shitciety]

Basically i have been bullied/harrassed to the point i developed Paranoid Personality Disorder.

Now i take meds but still my fears are there.

I am afraid of leaving the house and when i do, if i hear someone speaking or stuff i start to wonder of It was directed to me.

 

[HyperboreanCavalier]

I do the same but don't have paranoid personality disorder. I know its not paranoia because I am correct, they're laughing at me, they're staring at me, they disdain me. I know this for a fact, anyone trying to say otherwise is purely comforting. Might not be the case for you but it is for me. I am a weirdo, I am a creep. People will judge me for this fact and there is nothing I can do about it

 

[David1033]

I remember in elementary school the other kids would assign me as "guard" while they played and interacted with each other because I was autistic. It never began.

 

[autisticandugly]

I remember in elementary school the other kids would assign me as "guard" while they played and interacted with each other because I was autistic. It never began.

or as a referee for a football match

 

[megaloser]

Basically i have been bullied/harrassed to the point i developed Paranoid Personality Disorder.

Now i take meds but still my fears are there.

I am afraid of leaving the house and when i do, if i hear someone speaking or stuff i start to wonder of It was directed to me.

Agoraphobia too

 

[Rapistcel]

Basically i have been bullied/harrassed to the point i developed Paranoid Personality Disorder.

Now i take meds but still my fears are there.

I am afraid of leaving the house and when i do, if i hear someone speaking or stuff i start to wonder of It was directed to me.

I think it's AVPD and not paranoid personality disorder.