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mrkittycel
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Logged into a minecraft server (somehow still online) that i havent played on in legit 5-6 years, my character in the exact same state he was when i logged out all those years ago. In fact as soon as i logged in i already remembered the entire sequence of events that lead up to me logging out, I remember i had an irl friend i no-lifed the server with who logged out right next to me. The server used to be populated with 200-300 every day back then and now i was the only player online it unironically sent shivers down my spine realizing a place once bustling with activity was nothing more than a lifeless relic of the past. All those moments, gone, like tears in rain.
for a moment it felt like i was teleported back into 2013, the golden age of gaming, the years when i didnt give a fuck and i was just a dumb zoomer kid talking to autists on skype head banging to EDM.
never would of thought i would end up on a forum for KHHV ugly social outcasts fantasizing about killing myself every day. Going outside and being brutally mocked and laughed at by society for not living up to the astronomical standards that are set for sub8 men.
i have never felt like i am truly living, every day just looking for ways to pass time faster, tomorrow i will wake up and get yelled at by my mom and get harassed by assholes at my job, my agony runs so fucking deep and not a single person cares
for a moment it felt like i was teleported back into 2013, the golden age of gaming, the years when i didnt give a fuck and i was just a dumb zoomer kid talking to autists on skype head banging to EDM.
never would of thought i would end up on a forum for KHHV ugly social outcasts fantasizing about killing myself every day. Going outside and being brutally mocked and laughed at by society for not living up to the astronomical standards that are set for sub8 men.
i have never felt like i am truly living, every day just looking for ways to pass time faster, tomorrow i will wake up and get yelled at by my mom and get harassed by assholes at my job, my agony runs so fucking deep and not a single person cares
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