I woke up on a bleak Wednesday.My burning headache seems to persist from the fever that struck me 2 days prior, which also left my hands all numb and feeble. Instinctively, i still reach out to grab my phone and begin doomscrolling as per usual . The faint blue light from the phone twinkle relentlessly until i stumble upon a clip of an OF whore with her bare ass out and shaking it violently as if her existence depends on it. A thought promptly drifts through me : these two mere lumps of drooping fatty lipid as a whole are sustaining a better life for this foid than whatever perpetual torment that I'm undergoing. My fingers jerk, then locked in place for what feels like an eternity. At last, i let the phone slip from my grasp, laying it face down. Its glow fades, thinning into nothing, and the room is slowly claimed by shadow. Before I can name the moment, darkness settles in full, cold and absolute, while the 2am wind brushes against the windows like a restless whisper.
