I do love my parents, but their constant nagging that i somehow should be able to get my life together is hurting me.
Yk the old story?
Try harder, don't be lazy blah blah blah, like bro we come from a generational poverty+ nigger DNA + shithole country!
You can probably guess from the writing of this thread that I'm not an IQ mogger and ND so how can i ever land a job or be somebody in the system.
It's all because i got a medical degree from a rural no name uni in the Philippines doesn't make me Stand out! I actually was lucky i had my degree during COVID-19 because it was online and cheated tf out of my tests.
I just want them to love me for existing as I'm their creation after all buuut they're so bluepilled to understand it's ovER for me.
I just can't with the stress of awareness and hopelessness atp, so1metimes i want to kill myself to scape the immense shame, God i wish least a selfish dark triad brick.
Yk the old story?
Try harder, don't be lazy blah blah blah, like bro we come from a generational poverty+ nigger DNA + shithole country!
You can probably guess from the writing of this thread that I'm not an IQ mogger and ND so how can i ever land a job or be somebody in the system.
It's all because i got a medical degree from a rural no name uni in the Philippines doesn't make me Stand out! I actually was lucky i had my degree during COVID-19 because it was online and cheated tf out of my tests.
I just want them to love me for existing as I'm their creation after all buuut they're so bluepilled to understand it's ovER for me.
I just can't with the stress of awareness and hopelessness atp, so1metimes i want to kill myself to scape the immense shame, God i wish least a selfish dark triad brick.
