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The son of my neighbor is 15 years old, about 1.85m tall (6'2")
Not even 4 years ago he was shorter than my 1.62m...(5'4)

I just came back from a (extremely rare) night walk. As I approach the parking spaces/areas located right beneath my (my mom's) house, I saw him kissing a girl. To reach the houses, you have to take the respective outdoor stairs up, as they are elevated from the road. Just in that parking area, I saw them and I felt quite envious. I couldn't see her face though, as it was turned away from me and dark.

I would bet my phone, computer and the next 3 months wage, that they laughed about me after. I had my earphones in but purposefully took the stairs quickly, which in retrospect was a mistake. Like a deer spooked by the sight of wolves. Ironically, I'm the shy deer mostly.

Anyway, I always wondered when he'd get his first gf. I'm double his age, and haven't even held hands with a girl.

edit: WHY DID I RUN?
 
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Middle schoolers have more experience then me :feelsrope:
 
Brutal mog. This is why I dont leave the house at all
 
Morbilius said:
How old are you? I'm 26
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It wouldn't matter, but if I were suddenly say 24-25 tomorrow, I could cope much better. The younger I was the more I could cope and lie to myself.
 
Morbilius said:
How old are you? I'm 26
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What would you have felt do you think, seeing that situation? I felt a bit sad and taken aback, most of all
 
TheGrayWolf said:
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It wouldn't matter, but if I were suddenly say 24-25 tomorrow, I could cope much better. The younger I was the more I could cope and lie to myself.
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Yeah I coped all my life, at this point i'm just embracing being an incel neet
 
TheGrayWolf said:
What would you have felt do you think, seeing that situation? I felt a bit sad and taken aback, most of all
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I'd feel sick to my stomach and wouldn't be able to stop looking. I'm ND as well so i'd probably be seen as a creep, being high inhib certainly doesn't help either but i've been getting better at not giving as much of a fuck the older I get
 
Morbilius said:
I'd feel sick to my stomach and wouldn't be able to stop looking. I'm ND as well so i'd probably be seen as a creep, being high inhib certainly doesn't help either but i've been getting better at not giving as much of a fuck the older I get
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Interesting. I'd feel the same, except in this instance, I looked away (they didn't see me yet). I approached the stairs and then ran up, which was probably a mistake? Instead of just walking up like I didn't care. I'm the deer and they are the wolves, if that makes sense?
 
TheGrayWolf said:
Interesting. I'd feel the same, except in this instance, I looked away (they didn't see me yet). I approached the stairs and then ran up, which was probably a mistake? Instead of just walking up like I didn't care. I'm the deer and they are the wolves, if that makes sense?
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You made it obvious to them that you are a loveless 'freak' and made them feel good about themselves
 
TheGrayWolf said:
Interesting. I'd feel the same, except in this instance, I looked away (they didn't see me yet). I approached the stairs and then ran up, which was probably a mistake? Instead of just walking up like I didn't care. I'm the deer and they are the wolves, if that makes sense?
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Yeah that makes sense. I don't think i'd run if I was in your shoes instead i'd probably stand awkwardly avoiding eye contact which probably wouldn't be any better honestly.
 
deleted dude said:
You made it obvious to them that you are a loveless 'freak' and made them feel good about themselves
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Good thinking! And yes I believe that's exactly what happened.
Although, the boy knows that I never had a gf. I basically watched him grow up and remember when the grandmother came over to my house when I was about 14 and said "it's a boy" (him)
 
TheGrayWolf said:
Good thinking! And yes I believe that's exactly what happened.
Although, the boy knows that I never had a gf. I basically watched him grow up and remember when the grandmother came over to my house when I was about 14 and said "it's a boy" (him)
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We literally seem to have nothing to live for at this point. I don't know what to do with my life anymore
 
TheGrayWolf said:
Yes... :(
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Would honestly sell my soul for a proper purpose and life even though its against scripture. It feels like God has forsaken us incels and hates us ngl
 
TheGrayWolf said:
The son of my neighbor is 15 years old, about 1.85m tall.
Not even 4 years ago he was shorter than my 1.62m...

I just came back from a (extremely rare) night walk. As I approach the parking spaces/areas located right beneath my (my mom's) house, I saw him kissing a girl. To reach the houses, you have to take the respective outdoor stairs up, as they are elevated from the road. Just in that parking area, I saw them and I felt quite envious. I couldn't see her face though, as it was turned away from me and dark.

I would bet my phone, computer and the next 3 months wage, that they laughed about me after. I had my earphones in but purposefully took the stairs quickly, which in retrospect was a mistake. Like a deer spooked by the sight of wolves. Ironically, I'm the shy deer mostly.

Anyway, I always wondered when he'd get his first gf. I'm double his age, and haven't even held hands with a girl.
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Brutal really.
It may seems something made up by our minds, but in my experience the judgement for men like us is so harsh. Many times when I met an incel/nearcel irl I thought "He was unusual but a cool guy, I hope people wont judge him", then I overhear a group of guys and girls at campus mocking him for being socially awkward and alone, confirming my fears.
So it is not impossible he judges you for being double his age and having no girl. Social expectations are like that and I don't see most men as principled enough to refrain from judgement but instead empathize with you (Young chads specially cant fathom our lives)

In any case, I would not lose my sleep over it, as hard as it may seem, these things just happen everytime I go outside. I would say I started feeling less hurt by it over time, though when I see a young couple kissing in front of me (and looking at me while doing it!), I still fear a bit of a sting in my heart.
I prefer looking away and trying not to think much about it
 
TheGrayWolf said:
The son of my neighbor is 15 years old, about 1.85m tall (6'2")
Not even 4 years ago he was shorter than my 1.62m...(5'4)

I just came back from a (extremely rare) night walk. As I approach the parking spaces/areas located right beneath my (my mom's) house, I saw him kissing a girl. To reach the houses, you have to take the respective outdoor stairs up, as they are elevated from the road. Just in that parking area, I saw them and I felt quite envious. I couldn't see her face though, as it was turned away from me and dark.

I would bet my phone, computer and the next 3 months wage, that they laughed about me after. I had my earphones in but purposefully took the stairs quickly, which in retrospect was a mistake. Like a deer spooked by the sight of wolves. Ironically, I'm the shy deer mostly.

Anyway, I always wondered when he'd get his first gf. I'm double his age, and haven't even held hands with a girl.

edit: WHY DID I RUN?
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fucking elementary schoolers are getting more pussy than us
 
literallyretarded said:
fucking elementary schoolers are getting more pussy than us
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So sad. Why do you think I sprinted though? Like a retard or something being spooked. Even when I was doing it, I thought that's pathetic. There was no reason to sprint. They likely laughed even harder about me compared to if I just walked.
 
Brutal, man. I remember once going to Burger King to place my order and there was a teenage couple kissing each other. When I opened my mouth to make my order, that couple started quietly laughing at me so I wouldn’t notice. I felt extremely uncomfortable, but I endured it until the cashier gave me the burger I ordered. After that day, I never went to Burger King again. In fact, one time I was eating a burger inside the restaurant and one of the employees laughed in my face and then tried to hide it.
 
Zenith4K said:
Brutal, man. I remember once going to Burger King to place my order and there was a teenage couple kissing each other. When I opened my mouth to make my order, that couple started quietly laughing at me so I wouldn’t notice. I felt extremely uncomfortable, but I endured it until the cashier gave me the burger I ordered. After that day, I never went to Burger King again. In fact, one time I was eating a burger inside the restaurant and one of the employees laughed in my face and then tried to hide it.
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That also sounds vey brutal! Did you even think about saying something or were you too shy?

Also, do you think it was a mistake to run up the stairs instead of walking? It did look like I was a scared deer. This boy also knows me very well, he knows I never had a girlfriend because he lived next to me all his life.
 
TheGrayWolf said:
That also sounds vey brutal! Did you even think about saying something or were you too shy?

Also, do you think it was a mistake to run up the stairs instead of walking? It did look like I was a scared deer. This boy also knows me very well, he knows I never had a girlfriend because he lived next to me all his life.
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If I were you, I’d pretend as much as possible that they don’t exist and put 100% of your attention on the music instrumentals while listening through your headphones. (I actually do this too almost every single day when I leave the house, I put on headphones and focus all my attention on what I’m listening to.)
 
TheGrayWolf said:
That also sounds vey brutal! Did you even think about saying something or were you too shy?

Also, do you think it was a mistake to run up the stairs instead of walking? It did look like I was a scared deer. This boy also knows me very well, he knows I never had a girlfriend because he lived next to me all his life.
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Man, honestly, you should’ve gone up the stairs walking. Going up the stairs normally would’ve attracted less attention from him than running up them.
 
Zenith4K said:
If I were you, I’d pretend as much as possible that they don’t exist and put 100% of your attention on the music instrumentals while listening through your headphones. (I actually do this too almost every single day when I leave the house, I put on headphones and focus all my attention on what I’m listening to.)
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Me too, I always have earphones in and also a baseball hat, it makes me feel less "naked" if that makes sense.
 
TheGrayWolf said:
Me too, I always have earphones in and also a baseball hat, it makes me feel less "naked" if that makes sense.
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Yeah, what kinds of music do you like listening to the most? I’m the type of person who listens to many different music genres.
 
My cousin is 25 and 6'2 but he gets friendzoned all the time.
 
Zenith4K said:
Yeah, what kinds of music do you like listening to the most? I’m the type of person who listens to many different music genres.
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Me too. Many types.
 
TheGrayWolf said:
The son of my neighbor is 15 years old, about 1.85m tall (6'2")
Not even 4 years ago he was shorter than my 1.62m...(5'4)

I just came back from a (extremely rare) night walk. As I approach the parking spaces/areas located right beneath my (my mom's) house, I saw him kissing a girl. To reach the houses, you have to take the respective outdoor stairs up, as they are elevated from the road. Just in that parking area, I saw them and I felt quite envious. I couldn't see her face though, as it was turned away from me and dark.

I would bet my phone, computer and the next 3 months wage, that they laughed about me after. I had my earphones in but purposefully took the stairs quickly, which in retrospect was a mistake. Like a deer spooked by the sight of wolves. Ironically, I'm the shy deer mostly.

Anyway, I always wondered when he'd get his first gf. I'm double his age, and haven't even held hands with a girl.

edit: WHY DID I RUN?
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Because you weren't sure if the fuze was for five seconds or ten seconds
 
TheGrayWolf said:
So sad. Why do you think I sprinted though? Like a retard or something being spooked. Even when I was doing it, I thought that's pathetic. There was no reason to sprint. They likely laughed even harder about me compared to if I just walked.
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because you have anxiety i get like that to if i walk past someone i stiff up look down and walk fast because i just get scared its like my fight or flight i just cant handle being near all these people
 
TheGrayWolf said:
How would you have felt? Annoyed? Sad? Angry? Envy?
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i would have felt nothing. Maybe a slight bit of jealousy but that’s it. Is it not the same for you? I’m assuming that you also have depression for a long time now, and after a certain period of time you kinda become emotionally numb. But i guess depression affects everyone differently
 
fatass30000 said:
i would have felt nothing. Maybe a slight bit of jealousy but that’s it. Is it not the same for you? I’m assuming that you also have depression for a long time now, and after a certain period of time you kinda become emotionally numb. But i guess depression affects everyone differently
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Tbh, I agree. In retrospect, I was actually too "spooked", not angry or envious. I just felt very uncomfortable, and wanted to get away from the scene ASAP. But you're right. I did feel nothing, only uncomfortable but no anger or envy. I was mistaken.
 
fatass30000 said:
i would have felt nothing. Maybe a slight bit of jealousy but that’s it. Is it not the same for you? I’m assuming that you also have depression for a long time now, and after a certain period of time you kinda become emotionally numb. But i guess depression affects everyone differently
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I still don't understand why I sprinted up the stairs? It is an unnatural thing to do
 
Emba said:
Because you weren't sure if the fuze was for five seconds or ten seconds
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:feelshaha:
I often have to chuckle at your little jokes. You should be a comedian!
 
TheGrayWolf said:
I still don't understand why I sprinted up the stairs? It is an unnatural thing to do
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if i had to guess, due to years of abuse, you try to stay out of peoples sights, you try to be invisible. You have anxiety when you’re being seen by others because whenever you’re seen, they abuse you. That’s my guess.
 
fatass30000 said:
if i had to guess, due to years of abuse, you try to stay out of peoples sights, you try to be invisible. You have anxiety when you’re being seen by others because whenever you’re seen, they abuse you. That’s my guess.
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Yeah that does make total sense. They saw me either way, whether I ran or not, they were quite close to the stairs. My mom's car was next to the steps/stair-case but of course it only covered a small part. So they definitely looked up at the sound of me running. So my anxiety just trumped this logic.
 
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