im gonna start doing a daily reflection of my day here, this morning i woke up and was praying for a snow day but didnt get the notification, got like 6 hours of sleep so not too bad. I got dressed and went to go wet my hair, my bloated face has been especially bothering me lately (im not fat, im actually fairly fit but my face is still bloated) it was so cold i didnt even want to hit my cart this morning, for breakfast i decided to have a smaller portion than normal to address my bloat. Finally leaving my dads house and off to school, my drive is about 30 minutes so i get to enjoy a nice ride with my music playing. An old yart in my bag that i thought was busted started working again, so i took one too many hits. It was freezing out but i cant be seen in my puffy jacket, it makes me look stupid, so the long walk from my car to the school was brutal, but worth it so im not carrying a big jacket around all day. Was absolutely faded first period, didnt finish the assignment, On my way to my next class i didnt get to see the girl i like in the halls (usually we cross paths) 2nd period was normal, nothing special, 3rd period i was barely awake, luckily we dont really do much work in that class so i was fine, although my assigned seat is directly in the middle of the class so i always dread that class. Then it was lunch time, i decided to skip lunch today also to address my bloat (i think i will do this from now on) then to my final period, i only look forward to this period cuz the girl i like is in my class, i make sure to get their before her because i dont want her to look at me walking in. When she arrives i cant help but smile. Throughout the class i think i was acting super awkward and i think she saw me look in her direction and then awkwardly look away, i will never talk to her of course so idk why i care so much, anyways after school i rotted for like 2 hours then went to my guitar lessons (im so bad at it just like everything) then i drove back to my dads (i love driving at night with music, i wish i could do it forever) dinner was some leftovers from the fridge because i didnt get home til after dinner(it wasnt very good) and thats where i am now, might have some homework to do than gonna rot until i go to sleep, will post a day 2 tomorrow
