dont get me wrong i know im pathetic but i only realised even my subconscious knows. i went for a walk to get food and saw a group of attractive foids pushing strollers. when i see this i find myself fantasising about the fact someone hit her raw and would then think about what her fuck face looks like and then goes to what would she look like naked. but what i noticed today was in all that fantasising i never think about me in that scenario with them and it hit me im so subhuman that even my own subconcious knows it would never happen so i dont even fantasise about it. does anyone else get this or am i just s tier pathetic?
