It's a lost game from the start. Blowjobs from teen students in the classroom would be sick as fuck, but then people would get jealous. So instead we gotta live an artificial life filled with lies.
Just think about it. We're constantly suppressing the truth so that we can get along. None of this would ever be ok if we all demanded for our needs to be met.
In order for society to function, a lot of people need to be enslaved and not have any of their needs met for long periods of time. There's no getting around how much life sucks. It'll always be this way until we ascend with transhumanism. Life sucks. It always will because I wasn't born a good looking guy, or into a rich family, nor do I have both of these things to ensure life sucks way less.
I don't even have a high libido to be honest. It's not sex that I want anymore. I just want to stop suffering for no reward. I want to stop being poor. Everything sucks in my life. it really sucks. I really don't think a girlfriend would help. Not anymore. I'm too old, wise and experienced now. I've been abandoned by society until my age which is nearing 30, at this point it's all too late. I've lost. I'm just waiting to die.