Brutal High school made me suicidal

[nohopesnodreams]

I was the only one to go neatly dressed on the first day I began all that.
I had to memorize the timetables for different classes so I'd know which hall I couldn't go through at different hours so I wouldn't get spat on.
One time I referred to an older kid as ,,sir" out of panic.
I naturally couldn't form any friendships besides the fact that I had nothing in common with any of the other kids so I'd spend all of the breaks in the bathroom (like in those american movies).
The school oldfags who'd get held back every year eventually caught up with this and they'd throw their garbage into my stall or wait for me to get out so they'd be able to steal my cigarettes or take mocking photographs with me that they'd share with people from their class or from other schools. Remembering all of this makes my head spin.
Even back in earlier grades I'd return home covered in bruises but at least then I had a group of other kids to hang out with, though I was mostly the punching bag. Those grades were warmth for the soul compared to what this was.
I feel as if the only person who sympathized with my condition to some extent was the sports teacher who was some older lady, but it was nothing significant.
The only thing that made me want to rope was the fact that I could never be able to fight them back and kill them all.

 

[GigaL0ser]

High school gave me traumas

 

[scrully]

I hated highschool, I'm so glad its over.
I got bullied and beat up a lot, to the point I planned in my days so that I would spent as little time in the actual building as possible to avoid my bullies.
I had 0 friends.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

School is useful for the development of the average social normie, but it's a torture for us. I never gained anything from it, I don't even remember any of the stuff that we studied. I still can't conceive that after high school normies, sexhavers and foids go to college for the experience and not just for the degree. But after all soyciety is all built around them without caring for us. The same world that is designed to make them thrive only further damages us.

 

[Faust]

Both middle and high school made me suicidal

 

[nohopesnodreams]

School is useful for the development of the average social normie, but it's a torture for us. I never gained anything from it, I don't even remember any of the stuff that we studied. I still can't conceive that after high school normies, sexhavers and foids go to college for the experience and not just for the degree. But after all soyciety is all built around them without caring for us. The same world that is designed to make them thrive only further damages us.

The same people who've made it their duty terrorizing you and making your life worse will turn out seemingly normal and live great lives blending in with the rest of the rabble as if what they've done to you was okay.
I do not trust any normfags for that. I can sense the filth in all of them and I actively avoid them, detesting them.