Hiding in the high school library due to shame rejection

[Bedford Stye]

My most cringe brutal memory was having nobody to sit with at cafeteria.

Imagine that. After 6 years. Nobody.

I'd grab lunch, eat fast, and wander back upstairs to the library.

It was basically a refuge for rejects.

You could grab a paperback and pretend to read. Or put your head down in a carrell. Try to sleep.

The shame, the self hate.

 

[Bedford Stye]

I sat in the bathroom during lunch at high school just masturbating for months

Wow.

Masterbating how??

Was the shitter secure, or a gap they could see into

 

[Balding Subhuman]

That's probably my fate too now since I'm starting school but I guess I don't mind

I eat twice a day anyway. But I doubt I'll make any friends as an ugly guy and tbh at this point in life I don't care either

 

[Mango]

I sat in the couches in the back of my cafeteria near some other rejects first 3 years of high school. The library was actually busy during the lunch hour since the clubs held meetings inside. Occasionally the school would hold exams in there. Couldn't eat in the bathroom, since the jocks and thug kids liked to smoke in there.

When my senior year came I just left campus and ate lunch at a nearby restaurant or just went home.

 

[Adam_was_lonley]

I sat in the couches in the back of my cafeteria near some other rejects first 3 years of high school. The library was actually busy during the lunch hour since the clubs held meetings inside. Occasionally the school would hold exams in there. Couldn't eat in the bathroom, since the jocks and thug kids liked to smoke in there.

When my senior year came I just left campus and ate lunch at a nearby restaurant or just went home.

i never understood. why do some pepole eat in the bathroom?

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Most of the memories of my childhood before adolescence are sealed.

 

[Bedford Stye]

Same, here in the uk

It’s eerie how similar our circumstances were

I'm actually thankful I had somewhere else to go

 

[eatdinner]

Most of the memories of my childhood before adolescence are sealed.

brutal

 

[lastchancel]

Most of the memories of my childhood before adolescence are sealed.

this. i remember little to nothing

 

[ClinicallyDeformed]

My most cringe brutal memory was having nobody to sit with at cafeteria.

Imagine that. After 6 years. Nobody.

I'd grab lunch, eat fast, and wander back upstairs to the library.

It was basically a refuge for rejects.

You could grab a paperback and pretend to read. Or put your head down in a carrell. Try to sleep.

The shame, the self hate.

you were born unfit