Before I was a based blackpiller, I used to be a retarded bluepiller who thought that I would someday find the right girl who will fall in love with me, get married, and start a family, and live happily ever after. After I took the blackpill, I started to realize that it wasn't my fault that I couldn't get a gf, it was women's fault for putting me in this terrible situation. As I developed hatred towards women, my obsession with women has ended, I no longer have any romantic interest in women, I no longer get turned on by watching porn, I no longer fantasize about having sex with women, and I no longer fantasize about falling in love with women. There is no point in me trying to find a gf when I know that women have high/unrealistic Standards, they are whores, they are not to be trusted. Now, I feel more are peace with myself. I have accepted my reality. I am able to move on with my life and focus on other positive things like finding a new job, completing college, and making more money in the stock market.
