Hello everyone, it’s a great pleasure to finally get to post on .is (I’ll explain why I’ve been withholding myself from joining in the next paragraph). I’ve been lurking on here for a little over two years, and I’ve received tremendous insight that I don’t think I would have gotten through any other website. Through reading the data that you all provide, both anecdotal and statistical, I’ve been able to realize my place in society as unwanted, undesirable, an incel. A lifetime of bullying, severe and repetitious rejection, scornful looks by any passing girls, and overall just being shown that I don’t belong has led me to where I am today. Though we, reader, may be divided by race, ethnicity, nationality, or class, I feel that we are still in unity through the pain that we have been dealt by the world. This agonizing pain is special because we can actively see others throughout our lives delight themselves in positive social situations i.e. social circles, girlfriends, and sexual and romantic encounters. Similar to how a homeless man can watch someone in a sports car drive right by him, never paying him a glance, we too are like that homeless man, being forced to watch on as everyone else is able to attain the thing(s) that are so necessary to develop properly (most especially as an adolescent).
Well, hi, allow me to introduce myself. My name is [REDACTED], but you can (and probably should for right now) call me CollegeCel. Where I am, where I’m from, or what I look like personally doesn’t matter yet, but what does matter is what I’ve been planning for seemingly so long now. When I discovered .co two years ago, I thought that I should join immediately as it felt like I could really connect with like minded people. However, I stopped myself and made a promise that, if I were still alone, still an incel by college, then I would finally make an account. College, for me, starts very soon. This is or should be the time when you really bloom as an early adult. When relationships form and you get to know your place in the world. I know my place in the world right now, however, and I don’t see the use in suffering much longer, I am no masochist.
This is what I am going to do: for the next many months I will post about my experiences as an incel in college twice a month (once at the beginning, and once in the middle of the month). Think of this sorta like blog post of mine, where you can see what it’s like for an incel, completely separate of yourself, to either suffer greatly (again), or to finally escape and ascend (highly, highly unlikely). If at any point I somehow succeed in ascension, I will announce this and ban myself or request a ban from the mods promptly. HowevER, if after a point of many months in I am unsuccessful in my many attempts to just be happy… well… you know… I’ll let you know before that happens.
First real post will come September 1st, good luck and stay safe in your real life everyone. I really wish you all the best!
Well, hi, allow me to introduce myself. My name is [REDACTED], but you can (and probably should for right now) call me CollegeCel. Where I am, where I’m from, or what I look like personally doesn’t matter yet, but what does matter is what I’ve been planning for seemingly so long now. When I discovered .co two years ago, I thought that I should join immediately as it felt like I could really connect with like minded people. However, I stopped myself and made a promise that, if I were still alone, still an incel by college, then I would finally make an account. College, for me, starts very soon. This is or should be the time when you really bloom as an early adult. When relationships form and you get to know your place in the world. I know my place in the world right now, however, and I don’t see the use in suffering much longer, I am no masochist.
This is what I am going to do: for the next many months I will post about my experiences as an incel in college twice a month (once at the beginning, and once in the middle of the month). Think of this sorta like blog post of mine, where you can see what it’s like for an incel, completely separate of yourself, to either suffer greatly (again), or to finally escape and ascend (highly, highly unlikely). If at any point I somehow succeed in ascension, I will announce this and ban myself or request a ban from the mods promptly. HowevER, if after a point of many months in I am unsuccessful in my many attempts to just be happy… well… you know… I’ll let you know before that happens.
First real post will come September 1st, good luck and stay safe in your real life everyone. I really wish you all the best!
