Zyros
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I long for fighting, destroying those who wrong me, dominating other males and deinking from the skull of the strongest ones, as edgy asbit may sound. In part I hate myself for having such instinct that is jeavily tied to nature, which I abhor. But I cant help but crave it.
Imagine then mixing this inner desire with a framecel body so you have to inhib yourself in situations in whoch youbwould bash someones head in because your body isnt enough to act like that. Imagine having to act polite not because you are but because you are limited by a stupid body. I am in a state of constant rage because of it.
Even tho lately with a bit of alcohol I am beginning to get more confrontational in regards of reraliating on those who wrong me. But I guess I will someday get beaten because of my framecel body, have some face injure thst will make me uglier and just end up going ER.
having a "warrior" and dominating heart is fucking torture if your body is not enough tob ustify that sentiment. Having to pussy out is some of the most emasculating and humilliating shit a male can endure. I feel imprisoned on my body. I fucking hate it.
Imagine then mixing this inner desire with a framecel body so you have to inhib yourself in situations in whoch youbwould bash someones head in because your body isnt enough to act like that. Imagine having to act polite not because you are but because you are limited by a stupid body. I am in a state of constant rage because of it.
Even tho lately with a bit of alcohol I am beginning to get more confrontational in regards of reraliating on those who wrong me. But I guess I will someday get beaten because of my framecel body, have some face injure thst will make me uglier and just end up going ER.
having a "warrior" and dominating heart is fucking torture if your body is not enough tob ustify that sentiment. Having to pussy out is some of the most emasculating and humilliating shit a male can endure. I feel imprisoned on my body. I fucking hate it.