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I am just unable to picture it. It just does not work. Even if I would somehow be with a female, even if I was better looking, the moment I drop my pants, it is over. I would just stand there and cry. A 30 year old man just standing there and crying. The female would laugh at me and she would tell everyone about it. Her whole circle of friends will know about it. Her whole family will know about it. I am just unable to picture myself in this situation. I am just not able to. It just does not work. Even if I would somehow get money for it, I would not be able to. This is most likely one of the reason I have not been to an escort yet. I am just unable to. To picture myself in such a situation is just alien to me. I am afraid of this situation. I am deeply afraid of it. Just thinking about it, is absolutely horrific. I still have to think about this one story. A wife was talking to one of her friends about someone called Billy. They were talking about his big penis while the husband was close enough to hear this. He was about to say something to them, but luckily he kept it to himself. He was not even able to sleep that night. He was angry, then he was embarrassed about it and then he became angry again. Even just thinking about this story is enough for me. I never experienced it, yet for me, this story is dreadful enough. Enough for me, that when I read it, I almost get tears in my eyes. Even if I somehow find myself with a female, the moment when it comes down to undress myself, to drop my pants, it is over. All I could think of is to flee from this situation. @Darth Aquarius
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