Sanega Salt Nigga
Self-banned
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Just give some stories if you want.
PS:I have history of cutting.
PS:I have history of cutting.
I already have scars from punching concrete walls myself.If punching/slapping myself, and punching walls counts as self harm, then I have, many times.
Bro chill take a black pillVery sus name and very sus post for someone who joined just a few weeks ago
I have scars on my leg that say "fuckup", "loser" and "retard"I cut myself once to see if I would feel the "release" people say they feel when they do it when I was like 15. I didn't so I stopped. Sometimes when I'm extremely depressed i go full tard rage and punch the wall or myself
larpI have scars on my leg that say "fuckup", "loser" and "retard"
Foid behaviour
Friend me on discord and I will prove it I did itlarp
I'm too much of a pussy to ever hurt myself, I've already went through so much shit I don't want to experience pain anymore.
I'd be happy to at least go down as some statistic. In real life nobody knows I even exist. If I died today nobody would remember I even was ther in the first place.These gray threads asking some specific questions while being overly appeasing in a low effort way always feel like someone is collecting some data for a paper.
Never understood that, I don't care what others remember, all the people alive are kind of shit anyways and nothing happening after my death will have any effect on me. I can understand seeking status and social connections, but the desire to be remembered always seemed like a particularly weird form for those drives to express themselfs.I'd be happy to at least go down as some statistic. In real life nobody knows I even exist. If I died today nobody would remember I even was ther in the first place.
Never understood that, I don't care what others remember, all the people alive are kind of shit anyways and nothing happening after my death will have any effect on me. I can understand seeking status and social connections, but the desire to be remembered always seemed like a particularly weird form for those drives to express themselfs.
you yearn for some recognition
If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?Never understood that, I don't care what others remember, all the people alive are kind of shit anyways and nothing happening after my death will have any effect on me. I can understand seeking status and social connections, but the desire to be remembered always seemed like a particularly weird form for those drives to express themselfs.
As I said, I can understand that completly. That is my life you are describing with that picture. But being remembered is still a weird desire for me. You will no longer be around to experience or benefit from the recognition. I want to find friends, want to change the things I find more unbearable about the world we live in, I want to be desired and loved, I want children to care for and a partner to grow used to in that all-encompassing way older couples sometimes do, before that I would like to experience some variation in women to have a taste of the world of love, desire and sex. But being remembered is one of my weakest desires that still fits into this category.View attachment 898478
it's not fun when every day of your life looked like this. you yearn for some recognition
I don't really even exist even if I do I am a cockroach.If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?
If you lived, but nobody remembers you, did you ever exist?
Aren't you yourself a person? For as long as you are alive, you yourself will be there to recognise your existence. You might someday die, but the same is true of everyone else who might remember you. Still don't get it.If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?
If you lived, but nobody remembers you, did you ever exist?
I just want to existAs I said, I can understand that completly. That is my life you are describing with that picture. But being remembered is still a weird desire for me. You will no longer be around to experience or benefit from the recognition. I want to find friends, want to change the things I find more unbearable about the world we live in, I want to be desired and loved, I want children to care for and a partner to grow used to in that all-encompassing way older couples sometimes to, before that I would like to experience some varriation in women to have a taste of the world of love, desire and sex. But being remembered is one of my weakest desires that fit into this category.
You do. Think what you want it something else.I just want to exist





