Rapist
Had an account here before the Big Bang
★★★★★
- Joined
- Dec 21, 2022
- Posts
- 24,995
Never had hope to begin with.
This is EXACTLY where I'm at. To fix things, the climb I have to make is soo brutally steep that I can't see myself making it so I lose motivation. At the same time, I can't tolerate my stagnation either.I dont know anymore
I want to try and fix my life but I know theres no point I have no motivation to do anything because I know nothing will come of it
Im just fucked
Given up, I should have died years ago, more of a ghost then a human.
Given up completely
How do you guys live then? What carries you from day to day? What do you have to look forward to in life?Never had hope to begin with.
How do you guys live then? What carries you from day to day? What do you have to look forward to in life?
So how do you endure your days? Do you distract yourself with work, copes, escorts?I'm only here till my dad dies then I can finally rope
I still have a bit of hope
Wish I could tell u how to cope mate but I jst walk around everyday like a zombie or a bot it's brutalSo how do you endure your days? Do you distract yourself with work, copes, escorts?
I am the exact same way. I too walk around aimlessly in my nightwalks feeling like a piece of shit zombie. There is no coping here tbh if there's no real hope.Wish I could tell u how to cope mate but I jst walk around everyday like a zombie or a bot it's brutal
Take it from a wizard: It becomes unbearable as we get older.it doesn't get easier with age it gets worse
Exactly fucking brutalTake it from a wizard: It becomes unbearable as we get older.
I'm held back by my fear of what happens after death.How do you guys live then? What carries you from day to day? What do you have to look forward to in life?
I'm held back by my fear of what happens after death.
I said what happens after death, not the process of it.Guy explains what dying feels like. Says its peaceful and that living is harder than being dead.
Source: View: https://www.reddit.com/r/BeAmazed/comments/15nwnyv/guy_explains_what_dying_feels_like/incels.is
NOTHING happens. Your consciousness which is an emergent property of all the neuroelectrical activity of your brain ceases to exist. You go back to your state of non-existence which is what you had prior to being born.I said what happens after death, not the process of it.
Exactly, which is why I fear it. Existence mogs non-existence.NOTHING happens. Your consciousness which is an emergent property of all the neuroelectrical activity of your brain ceases to exist. You go back to your state of non-existence which is what you had prior to being born.
Imagine thinking this as a truecel! As a truecel myself I envy non-existence.Exactly, which is why I fear it. Existence mogs non-existence.
Why are third worlders such cucked clowns when it comes to their desire to live?! Guys like you and @kay' are walking memes man! Turd worlders endure the worst living conditions known to man and yet have the greatest desire to rot on as zombie trash. Amazingly tragic irony!Exactly, which is why I fear it. Existence mogs non-existence.
Doesn't matter how bad our lives are, it's natural to not want to return to non-existence. You fear it as well, otherwise you would've ended your life long ago.Imagine thinking this as a truecel! As a truecel myself I envy non-existence.
Revelation 9:6
Revelation 9:6 "In those days men will seek death and will not find it; they will desire to die, and death will flee from them."incels.is
Its natural but not justifiable given the sorry state of our existence. Naturalism fallacy is overrated.it's natural to not want to return to non-existence.
That's you deep down.Why are third worlders such cucked clowns when it comes to their desire to live?! Guys like you and @kay' are walking memes man! Turd worlders endure the worst living conditions known to man and yet have the greatest desire to rot on as zombie trash. Amazingly tragic irony!
You guys more because you actively want to live in spite of everything while I don't. I just haven't build up to the absolute finality of mentally ending it but I'm a lot closer than both of you.That's you deep down.
Rich words coming from a literal shit eating, dung bathing, sewer drinking dalit nigger whos whole life is around being a slave that works 10 hours a day for a white business man in the west or dubai then sends his whole salary to his parents living in the dumpster back home.Why are third worlders such cucked clowns when it comes to their desire to live?! Guys like you and @kay' are walking memes man! Turd worlders endure the worst living conditions known to man and yet have the greatest desire to rot on as zombie trash. Amazingly tragic irony!
I have NEVER worked a day in my life you brainless sand nigger. Get on my level!Rich words coming from a literal shit eating, dung bathing, sewer drinking dalit nigger whos whole life is around being a slave that works 10 hours a day for a white business man in the west or dubai then sends his whole salary to his parents living in the dumpster back home.
So you ve never worked in your life and you re depressed.I have NEVER worked a day in my life you brainless sand nigger. Get on my level!
Don't call me a "literal shit eating, dung bathing, sewer drinking dalit nigger" when I mog you physically and in every other aspect of life.You are a spoiled little bitch
Ofc you mog me. Thats the whole point of what im saying.Don't call me a "literal shit eating, dung bathing, sewer drinking dalit nigger" when I mog you physically and in every other aspect of life.
My goal was never to look down on you. I was just pointing out that given our extent of suffering, we can't practically expect ourselves to have delusions of hope. You say that my suffering is much lesser than yours, but you haven't lived in my body and also I shouldn't have to accept such high levels of suffering when so many others around me are better than me.Ofc you mog me. Thats the whole point of what im saying.
You can find a job and buy copes and meet some incel friends and maybe make money together.
I cant even do that anymore.
if survival instinct wasnt so strong we would have roped already.My goal was never to look down on you. I was just pointing out that given our extent of suffering, we can't practically expect ourselves to have delusions of hope. You say that my suffering is much lesser than yours, but you haven't lived in my body and also I shouldn't have to accept such high levels of suffering when so many others around me are better than me.
I have a lot of hate in my heart, even more than you, but I also have trauma, and though that trauma is less than yours, I am just not strong enough to bear the burden of it as well as contemplate on the prospect of it growing in the future.Its simply not possible, especially when there is this much hate and defeat in your heart you feel like you are surrendering if you rope.
I still have hope that God will reincarnate me into something beautiful if I act like a good boy on this earth or is it gonna be just a black screen do we only live once or maybe a couple of timesHave you accepted defeat or do you continue to try despite setbacks, failures, struggles, etc?
being neet for so long has fried your brain.I have a lot of hate in my heart, even more than you, but I also have trauma, and though that trauma is less than yours, I am just not strong enough to bear the burden of it as well as contemplate on the prospect of it growing in the future.
The problem is that LDAR really starts to hurt after a while.Like you, my path to self improvement is far too steep, and frankly, there is no soyciety on Earth I find worth integrating into. LDAR is my only option
There’s also the fact that bringing a girl into my despicable, subhuman family would be a very immoral deed. Would be a better fate for a woman to be raped and killed by someone like Ted Bundy than have to deal with my retarded shitskin family for the rest of her lifeI’ve completely given up. Like you, my path to self improvement is far too steep, and frankly, there is no soyciety on Earth I find worth integrating into. LDAR is my only option
No being a 3/10 low T subhuman has fried my brain.being neet for so long has fried your brain.
Wageslaving will not solve my subhumanity.You need to find a job and make some money.
There’s also the fact that bringing a girl into my despicable, subhuman family would be a very immoral action. Would be a preferable fate for a woman to be raped and killed by someone like Ted Bundy than have to deal with my retarded shitskin family for the rest of her life