lol
Ok. Imagine you're from a poor, shithole country. Imagine you get a chance to go improve your life in a 1st world country. Imagine your parents slaved away their entire lives to pay for it. Imagine you don't have to work, just study. Imagine you're doing well, then for some fucking reason you become an alcoholic and waste all your money on booze and weed. Imagine you drop out. Imagine you move back home, fight with your parents for a couple years, say the most horrible things, don't talk for months. Imagine then you're 25, fat, balding, back in your shitty home country, still living with your parents, at a dead end job making 200$ a month, and with a degree you got from a shitty university in your home country, that is also in a worthless field. Ohh and also diabetes and heart problems and pancreas problems from all the drinking. And broken front teeth. There's a lot of stuff I left out, but boy did I fuck up everything.
I spent all my birthdays in front of my computer. I haven't cared about them in a long time.
Whenever I fuck up no one ever lets me hear the end of it
