Of course, this should be expected as an Incel: However, I feel as if a lot of people simply neglect speaking of it.
To start with, the environmentpill: I was born an only child(we all know the reason why now), and as such had no siblings. I feel as if this stunted me even more, since either way I would have been able to at least develop better social skills. Not to mention, my family also moved around somewhat consistently until I was around 11 or so. I never got to really lay down "roots" anywhere, which you can imagine how that goes.
As such, we are not as interconnected with the rest of our family. A few times over the years, we've even just had thanksgiving & Christmas as just being us, which is uncommon for most Americans.
Now, I know every family has drama, but it feels as if mine is just that "bit worse" for lack of a better term: Essentially, my mom & her sister & mother are always somewhat at odds with my uncle, since his wife is a cunt tbh.
Even reading back upon my family history, we had it quite fucked up: My dads grandma(or great grandma) apparently had a chronic depression & just one day "fell accidentally" from the fifth floor on an apartment building, and it's more messed up I've literally seen this place before....
My maternal Grandma also has tons of issues, due to the fact her family was dirt-poor as shit, and had some stuff which traumatized her. My Grandpa here, didn't know who his real dad was until he was 13-14, and they never even got to meet.
For my dad, both his parents died when he was younger than me(19-20 iirc): Not to mention, his dad who was in the Military here died of a rare disease, and it's kinda odd we later found out how he worked in the Nevada dessert for his job.
Some great-great grandfather of mine who fought in WWI also apparently got "shell shocked" according to some records we dug up in the past.
To start with, the environmentpill: I was born an only child(we all know the reason why now), and as such had no siblings. I feel as if this stunted me even more, since either way I would have been able to at least develop better social skills. Not to mention, my family also moved around somewhat consistently until I was around 11 or so. I never got to really lay down "roots" anywhere, which you can imagine how that goes.
As such, we are not as interconnected with the rest of our family. A few times over the years, we've even just had thanksgiving & Christmas as just being us, which is uncommon for most Americans.
Now, I know every family has drama, but it feels as if mine is just that "bit worse" for lack of a better term: Essentially, my mom & her sister & mother are always somewhat at odds with my uncle, since his wife is a cunt tbh.
Even reading back upon my family history, we had it quite fucked up: My dads grandma(or great grandma) apparently had a chronic depression & just one day "fell accidentally" from the fifth floor on an apartment building, and it's more messed up I've literally seen this place before....
My maternal Grandma also has tons of issues, due to the fact her family was dirt-poor as shit, and had some stuff which traumatized her. My Grandpa here, didn't know who his real dad was until he was 13-14, and they never even got to meet.
For my dad, both his parents died when he was younger than me(19-20 iirc): Not to mention, his dad who was in the Military here died of a rare disease, and it's kinda odd we later found out how he worked in the Nevada dessert for his job.
Some great-great grandfather of mine who fought in WWI also apparently got "shell shocked" according to some records we dug up in the past.
