rhodie
aldebaran mystery
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I feel overwhelmed with anger and spite whenever people (more specifically young people) are enjoying themselves. It fills me with so much jealousy, I want to experience happiness and the company of someone but things are stacked against me in this miserable life.
Though there has and never will be anything to be 'happy' about as long as I am an outcast from this tribalistic society like the subhuman I am.
Ruining people's days would bring me satisfaction just knowing that I brought them just slightly (even if it's not for long) down to my level.
Though there has and never will be anything to be 'happy' about as long as I am an outcast from this tribalistic society like the subhuman I am.
Ruining people's days would bring me satisfaction just knowing that I brought them just slightly (even if it's not for long) down to my level.