Mainländer
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I can't fathom how some incels still manage to have female friends and whatnot. This is a recipe for onitis, obsessive thoughts, extreme frustration and sadness.
I've known this for quite a while but I opened an exception when I was in the nudist beach in Germany. I simply couldn't miss the opportunity of staying near and interacting with a young, white, teenage naked girl. I saw her there like 4-5 times and we talked like 3 times. She was naked on most of those.
Yesterday I found the Facebook account of her father, and there was some pics of her. THIS ALONE was enough to make obsessive onitis thoughts flood my mind, I couldn't sleep until 4:30 am.
Maybe I'm particularly susceptible to this, but it's only natural when you're a sex- and romance-starved incel who gets to hang out with an attractive foid for some time, your mind is like "GO FUCKING GET HER SHE GAVE YOU SOME ATTENTION DO IT IS YOUR CHANCE AAAAAAAAH!" (we were naked together, God damnit, my genes were literally screaming at me), even though in this case it's NUCLEAR over for me since I'm 30 yo, bald, ugly, she's underage and I'm 11 thousand kilometers away from her now.
I noticed how your mind always plays tricks on you. It doesn't care about your feelings, it wants you to reproduce. Every time I make the mistake of hanging out with foids, my mind automatically comes with an excuse for it. "She's a naked German JB, come on, this is a lifetime event!"; "She's religious, a good girl, she's chaste, no one is reeling her"; "She's too young, it's okay, nothing is gonna happen"; "She's not even your type, it's safe this time!"", etc.
But it almost almost always ends up in onitisis feelings.
Cucktears is right when they say I have a terrible personality: I have a warm, friendly, romantic, imaginative, circumspect, dreaming personality. This as a 30 yo bald and tall ugly man is completely incompatible and an one-way ticket to suffering and being crushed by life constantly. It would be a lot better and less suffering to be a sociopathic thug, it'd suit me better.
I've known this for quite a while but I opened an exception when I was in the nudist beach in Germany. I simply couldn't miss the opportunity of staying near and interacting with a young, white, teenage naked girl. I saw her there like 4-5 times and we talked like 3 times. She was naked on most of those.
Yesterday I found the Facebook account of her father, and there was some pics of her. THIS ALONE was enough to make obsessive onitis thoughts flood my mind, I couldn't sleep until 4:30 am.
Maybe I'm particularly susceptible to this, but it's only natural when you're a sex- and romance-starved incel who gets to hang out with an attractive foid for some time, your mind is like "GO FUCKING GET HER SHE GAVE YOU SOME ATTENTION DO IT IS YOUR CHANCE AAAAAAAAH!" (we were naked together, God damnit, my genes were literally screaming at me), even though in this case it's NUCLEAR over for me since I'm 30 yo, bald, ugly, she's underage and I'm 11 thousand kilometers away from her now.
I noticed how your mind always plays tricks on you. It doesn't care about your feelings, it wants you to reproduce. Every time I make the mistake of hanging out with foids, my mind automatically comes with an excuse for it. "She's a naked German JB, come on, this is a lifetime event!"; "She's religious, a good girl, she's chaste, no one is reeling her"; "She's too young, it's okay, nothing is gonna happen"; "She's not even your type, it's safe this time!"", etc.
But it almost almost always ends up in onitisis feelings.
Cucktears is right when they say I have a terrible personality: I have a warm, friendly, romantic, imaginative, circumspect, dreaming personality. This as a 30 yo bald and tall ugly man is completely incompatible and an one-way ticket to suffering and being crushed by life constantly. It would be a lot better and less suffering to be a sociopathic thug, it'd suit me better.
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