Had The Most Brutal Dream Of My Life

[Lonely]

I had the most brutal dream of my life. Not sure if you could call it a dream because I was half awake the whole time. Maybe it was a Hallucination.

I was basically just lying in the bed I was sleeping in with my Oneitis (if you think Oneitis is cucked just replace Oneitis with girl in your head). I was kissing her, cuddling her, exchanging nice words with her (I love you, I wanna be with you forever), and having sex with her. It felt like pure bliss. It was like I could feel a woman's body right next to me and it felt so soft and warm.

It made me so unbelievably euphoric that I kept sleeping for several hours more than I usually do. I felt like I was in heaven. Literally. I can't believe this is what Chad feels like daily. It's so unbelievably exhilarating. It's like I experienced what ascension is.

The most pathetic part? I was hugging and humping my pillow the whole time. Yep. I was pretending my pillow was the girl. Fuck.

I woke up crying so hard and asking God why he was punishing me with a crippling lack of sex, intimacy, romance and female company. I feel so dead inside now.

 

[wei#3959]

jfl

 

[Lonely]

To know I'll NEVER experience the pure bliss and happiness I just had. To know that teen love will never be within my grasp, whilst it has/ is for millions of others destroys me mentally. I can't cope tbh.

@HiddenUzer

 

[HiddenUzer]

Jfl, those are lucid dreams I get them a lot. Tips to get more of this dream - think of what you wanna dream really hard and hug on soemthing to pretend that’s the thing

 

[yez]

I am incel even in my dreams

 

[depressedblackcel]

Brutal

 

[Valiant Virgin]

Dreammogs me. I've had a couple of dreams in which I was either about to have sex with a girl or we were dating to the point where it looked like we would become boyfriend and girlfriend, but I woke up before either of those happened. JFL.