Mixedcel
Mixed-race incel with mixed feelings.
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Did you lick her pussy or anus? I've always wanted to try that.
Just go lick a public toilet, it will probably be about the same, and it's free!Did you lick her pussy or anus? I've always wanted to try that.
Eww!Just go lick a public toilet, it will probably be about the same, and it's free!
I try to do nofap because I'm addicted to pornography. If I watch p willingly, I have to fap. Until very recently I'd also just break any streak of I saw nudity, no matter how mild it may have been. I haven't been able to go more than 21 days without watching p. I don't think I'll ever be able to do nofap successfully.Dude those are a bunch of superstitious idiots who nofap for the sake of nofapping, nofapping is hard for them, because they don't have an actual goal, they treat repressing themselves sexually like its some kind of fucking game with points and shit JFL ("guuiz I'm on day 80"), like its some kind of support group shit, its ridiculous
I've always said one should "nofap with a cause", if you don't have a goal/reason (AN ACTUAL REASON) to keep you motivated you won't be able to do anything (same with nofap)
Not jerking off for the sake of attaining some arbitrary standard of "self control" IS NOT AN ACTUAL REASON, nofapping with the goal in mind of amazing sex, that's a pretty good reason, because you know an enjoyable sexual release awaits you at the end of it
It won't be hard at all, I'll just block off all sex ads and porn sites using this software I downloading, binge watch tv series and movies, piece of cake, and as long as I have fast food, it really won't feel like forcing at all, its like the easiest quick fix dopamine source anyone can find, makes you feel at ease
I try to do nofap because I'm addicted to pornography
I haven't been able to go more than 21 days without watching p. I don't think I'll ever be able to do nofap successfully.
Because porn is, at least from my experience, never as satisfying as a true orgasm.why not be "addicted" to porn?
If I ever go to escorts - then only to pretty ones
Too many incels refuse to give their virginity to a hooker out of pride. "A-hurp durp, no way I'm buying sex, I want muh validashun and muh magical first experience with muh pure virgin waifu." JFL, okay then, enjoy being a 40-year-old virgin.
For escortcelling especially for the first time - always go to an expensive brothel and get the most expensive youngest foid there. You'll have a more enjoyable time tbh ngl
You learn to stop thinking of yourself or anyone else for that matter, as someone who is "deserving of X"
The entire concept of ego revolves around you thinking that you DESERVE something, once you acknowledge that you don't deserve anything and nobody deserves anything, your ego will fade away
Of course that's going to be hard for most incels, because the majority of incels I've met on this site are ironically the stereotypical "entitled" incel normies like to talk about and use as an excuse as to why we all can't get women
They all think they DESERVE a virgin GF/Wife as if reality itself owes them this by virtue of existing, and that's why they have these standards and cravings for "female affection" and "feeling desired", because they think that's what they are owed from life
How can I put it, they bought the life game, and they didn't realize that the "love and companionship" addon was a DLC they had to randomly get from the games RNG algorithm or buy it from the game store
"Love" (well what people think love is) is not something anyone is owed, just because you see other people with it, and they get it easily, doesn't mean its "part of the package", our egos delude is into thinking that it is, and some injustice took place because we can't get it
It isn't a coincidence that a lot of the people who think like this are moralfags
Morality is just another aspect of ones ego, you adhere to a "higher standard" and by virtue of that you see yourself as a "higher being" and those that don't adhere to it as "beneath you" in some sense, abandoning conventional morality is another step in killing your ego
You need to also think like a realist, become more of a nihilist, you have to understand that what you want from life may not be what life has to offer in this current era, a lot of what many of you want, no longer exists, you were born too late and too early, I realized that long ago so I stopped chasing ghosts, as long as you have this stubborn optimist mindset of "I want X I'll keep waiting around for it" you'll never find any satisfaction in life
In Summary:
1. Stop thinking of yourself as someone who is deserving, stop thinking of yourself as "a person", as "somebody", you are nobody, nothing, you are the sum of your wants and desires just like any other living creature on the planet
2. Stop having an optimists perspective of "it'll happen" or "its out there" and/or stop being stubborn
3. Stop abiding by conventional morality, think of all humans around you as nothing, just as you think of yourself as nothing, be open to pursuing paths that others wouldn't because it isn't "the right thing"
Yep exactly
Dn read.So had sex with a escort for the first time and it was not a good experience. Here is what went down.
I looked up 3 escorts and booked them 1 after the other incase someone cancels i can fall back on others.
Once I got there she was a bit late in coming down. She gave me address of the apartment beside hers.
She came out and we walked into her place together. She did not look like her picture.
her maxilla was recessed and she was a bit chubby, maybe a 5-6/10. Picture was 8/10 girl with forward growth and thick body. Price was 200hh i bought 500 bucks.
I got in her apartment and we make some small talk and 1st thing i notice is when she puts her phone down there is a picture of her and her bf
as her phone screen saver. Lmao ok and she was getting lots of notifications, bitch didnt even put it on silent.
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Originally i wanted a bj without condom but she convinced me to do it without it so that is why i went with her. She undresses herself and i undress myself
and we get on her bed. We make more small talk but she starts talking forever so i start groping her. she puts a condom on my dick and starts sucking it.
I got hard pretty quick and stayed hard for full 30 mins. Then she got on top and did cowgirl position, then back to sucking dick and i tried to push her head more when she was giving bj and she said dont do that. Then she got on top again and i sucked on her tits. She noticed I was hard but was not cumming.
Next, we tried doggystyle position and she was moaning loud (maybe faking i am only 6 in). Then I tried fucking her with her legs on my shoulder cuz i heard dick goes in deeper. She complained it hurt a bit so she started sucking it again. This time she was biting my dick during bj and i told her dont do that and she stopped. Now we are half way in and I notoce this horrendous smell like gross. It was turning me off so much. It was coming from her pussy and when she started sucking my dick after putting it inside her pussy it almost made me puke. How the fuck is she sucking on it after that smelly pussy juice made it all dirty.
Anyways i ignored that.
We went back to missionary and she said it does not look like I am going to cum and its 25 minutes. I told her i dont care about cumming.
Before she was friendly but after that she seem distant. Maybe because me not cumming made her feels he was not hot enough and i somehow insulted her.
She gave me wipes to jerk my cock of but I said it's ok I don't need. I asked her how long average dude takes to cum. She said 10 - 15 minutes.
I continue dressing myself and she goes in bathroom to dress herself. Next I leave i still had more money left so I called the next whore and asked if she was avilable. So i ubered to her and waited there for 25 mins and she stood me up. While i was waiting for her there was a sketchy dude circling the block, he asked me for 50 cents but i had no coins so i gave him 10 bucks. 10 mins before i was leaving a girl came out the hotel and started circling the block with him. i found that sketch maybe they were trying to rob me. who knows but after that i went home.
Overall experience was shit and i would not do this again. I am going to stick to chadfishing hoes and phone sex with them because it simulates the feeling of them desiring me. These whores/escorts usually have a superiority complex and think they run the shit like when she told me dont push my head deeper when she gives bj, or i don't kiss, or blah blah. I am not use to that.
When chadfishing these girls are like slaves i can call them whores and sluts during phone sex and say the most vulgur shit and degrade them and they enjoy it cuz they see me enjoy saying that stuff to them. Also with chadfish the relationship with these girls are more personal since i talk to them everyday. They genuinely wana please chadfish cuz they don't want him leaving them so they say ok to everything. I really like that. Waking up to good morning texts and talking throughout the days adds to this experience. Receiving nudes and everything and being able to say whatever i want is just way better even thougough its not real.
When i fucked the escort i could feel her pussy around my dick but she still couldnt make me cum. But when i chadfish these girls i can make myself bust easily i actually have to hold back.
Anyways back to chadfish harem
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Conculsion: I'll give a pass on escortceling. It's not for me
After that i went home
I object to using the term "high class" to describe more expensive escorts, because at the end of the day, they're still whores, and they're not better human beings than other whores but yes, they do offer a slightly better experience.
I would rather avoid a trafficked, middle-aged, chain-smoking, Eastern European. (smoking is a huge turn-off btw) Keep in mind that revenue = quantity x price, so a cheaper whore has to see half a dozen clients just to earn as much as a more expensive one who sees 2-3 clients a day. And the more clients that a whore has to see in one day, the less time she has in between to clean herself up. Ideally, any wine glasses, discarded condoms, dirty towels left over from the previous client should be put away. I've never had an issue with this, thankfully.
And I do prefer whores whose conversational skills can put me at ease, but I'm not looking for someone to discuss quantum physics with. (I did meet one escort in London who claimed to be a chemistry student nearby. Makes sense, renting in South Ken isn't cheap.)
But keep in mind that you do get diminishing returns above a certain price point. A whore that costs £600 an hour is unlikely to be much better than one who is £300 an hour. I'd try to avoid ones below £130-150 an hour*, that's when things get dodgy. Also avoid seeing whores in shithole neighborhoods, the last thing you want to happen to you is to get mugged while you're carrying a lot of cash.
*keep in mind this is London pricing, you can probably find decent whores for lower prices in a smaller city like Manchester or Birmingham
All but two of my experiences with escorts have been more positive, and I've never seen or smelled any issues with hygiene.
UKcels: avoid Romanian whores
Like putting your dick in a warm slippery tube.
Over for poorcels though
Because porn is, at least from my experience, never as satisfying as a true orgasm.
If porn costs you nothing, and there are no side effects (there are none its all placebo "muh energy and confidence" BS)
Then here's a question, why not be "addicted" to porn?
That’s so gross , not with that disgusting smell.Did you lick her pussy or anus? I've always wanted to try that.
200 for halfso you paid her 500$ for an hour?
You think escorts give a fuck about you ?Dude, you're an idiot if you think larping as a Chad is better than fucking whores.
What do you get out of it? Nudes? You can just use Google and fap as much as you like.
You're craving the attention while knowing that these foids don't give a fuck abt you and are only attracted to a few pixels?
i imagine it's the same vibe when you get a shitty cashier making faces and avoiding eye contactthe whole vibe is just really bad.
i imagine it's the same vibe when you get a shitty cashier making faces and avoiding eye contact
that cashier is "your girlfriend" for 25 minutes
Careful there, here's a nofap thread on how that's dangerous.
Nope, but they actually fuck you.You think escorts give a fuck about you ?
Context doesn't matter because in the end the nudes are all that's left, everything else is just an illusion that you created in your and the foid's minds.clearly you haven’t received nudes in right context hence the comparison of nudes and porn
It's no secret this guy is going for online gf's with chadfishing and tbh I don't blame him. Don't judge a man who has suffered through hell for coping. Also he's a fucking genius.Nope, but they actually fuck you.
Context doesn't matter because in the end the nudes are all that's left, everything else is just an illusion that you created in your and the foid's minds.
yea cuz you paid or else she is repulsed by youNope, but they actually fuck you.
Context doesn't matter because in the end the nudes are all that's left, everything else is just an illusion that you created in your and the foid's minds.
I don't judge him, I fail to grasp how virtual relationships can be better than physical intercourse.Don't judge a man who has suffered through hell for coping
Not disputing that, but I'd rather spend $500 on a night with a hot escort than have phone sex and nudes from random foids.yea cuz you paid or else she is repulsed by you
Enjoy getting infected by Chlamydia trachomatis just to be able brag on incels.co that you aren't 'virgin'.Too many incels refuse to give their virginity to a hooker out of pride. "A-hurp durp, no way I'm buying sex, I want muh validashun and muh magical first experience with muh pure virgin waifu." JFL, okay then, enjoy being a 40-year-old virgin.
How did you not cum wtf?
The reason you couldn't cum with the escort but are able to cum through phone sex is because most of sex is about the feeling of being wanted by your sexual partner, you knew the escort probably thinks you're ugly or something and that is always at the back of your mind while fucking her. Sex isn't just about penis in vagina, it's a lot of things coming together. Lucky you though, I'd love to have hot sluts talking in my ear about the dirty things they'd do to me, no wonder you prefer phone sex to actual sex with a fatty
That was depressing to read. You don't get the Chad experience even if you pay for it. You can buy a woman, but you can't buy her desire.
AAAAHHHH MAKE IT STOPImagine having a prime aged, virgin, cute girl as your sex slave. Willing to do pretty much anything you want in bed only to satisfy you, even if it's uncomfortable or risky for her. This is what young pretty boy Chad gets.
@BlkPillPresWe went back to missionary and she said it does not look like I am going to cum and its 25 minutes.
How do you explain this? You are still here with us in second half of 2021.Yes by next year
I must have been really lucky to be taken to the brothel I went to lol@BlkPillPres
By accident I found an example about this also here. This is what happens. They start complaining about 5 minutes before the time is up if not cummed already.
Why you think that buying and selling sex being legal is cucked? (the other thread, you do not answer this direct question)I must have been really lucky to be taken to the brothel I went to lol
This sound ridiculous
But what is just as ridiculous is to take that one experience, with that specific escort, in that specific country, and then declare that "paying for sex isn't worth it" ANYWHERE ON THE PLANET
There's no reason for you to remain in the country you are right now if you are an incel, its not as if you have "a life", I'll never understand this irrational attachment that I see many incels have to their country of birth
"I don't want to leave, my family and friends are here"
Ok, STFU and suffer then (your life isn't that bad if you'll stay sex starved just to be able to have conversations with people that could die at any moment, that's retarded to me though)
I didn't get an alert for that thread (or maybe I missed it), but I'll answer hereWhy you think that buying and selling sex being legal is cucked? (the other thread, you do not answer this direct question)
I'm not trying to move to another country to struggle, just like I'm not trying to live paycheck to paycheck in order to have sexThere's no reason for @BlkPillPres to remain in the USA if he is an incel, but still he remains, year after year. Why? Probably the same reasons as I.
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