I am too much of a brainlet to cram this complicated topic and I will fail the exam. Nothing can save me and my parents can't take no for an answer.
What to do? I am so lost, I can't do anything. It's inevitable.
I'll get an F.
So sorry to hear that, I hope you find a way to escape this mess.
I also experienced the similar shit, i was forced to be in a uni by my parents and my course was Pedagogy of English, it wasn't a hard choice but i never wanted to pursue a teaching career and i only wanted to live a NEET life while trying to chase my passion. It took me 2 years in this shit university to realize that i have wasted all of my time, no social circle, emotional support, a girlfriend, financial stability. Everyone in my class just treats me like a nobody and think i'm a subhuman or something. All of that wouldn't have made me discouraged if the teachers and course itself weren't so garbage, I could barely learn anything from there. Also, there was a time when my parents suggested me to invite a classmate to stay over our house, this nigga stayed here for a year. The point was to help me navigate through the schedules and school tasks, while assisting me in making friends in class because i was a complete moron back then.
It never worked, he only stayed there for nothing while paying for nothing, eating every food in the house for free, letting me do all the chores and managed to outperform me in class, even though I had better foundation in English. Then one day, he found a part-time job at a café, worked for there for a few months and bought himself an iPhone 15. All the resources were depleted and the bills in the house were high because of him, he never paid for anything. He also tried to hit on a girl in our class (she happened to be my crush whom i have been noticing for a long time) and he absolutely pulled her (because he's a chadlite and i'm a Sub 5!!!).
He decided to leave our house, saying that: "I wanna be independent from now on, living here doesn't make me feel comfortable. I'll be moving out soon."
At that point, i don't even know what to do with my life anymore. Being treated like a subhuman, used and forced to do something i never wanted to. I personally would lay on my bed and rot there til the day a shotgun appears in my hand, just so i could blow my head off.
