simply_over
Creepy guy
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- Apr 16, 2021
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Anyone else just going fully down the rabbithole trying to make sense of the world and human nature? I just want to understand what exactly is going on, i want to know about genetics, evolution, psychology, history perhaps, basically anything that has to do with my social life. I realised being social is the only thing that gives my life meaning. So i either have to climb my social status (which i already did and ive seen results) or rot until i rope. I'd like to just rope but i cant since mom sad. I dont want to procreate or anything like that. I'm against this world but since im forced to live in it i have to make myself as comfortable as i can. I believe i have potential to be high value but i have been so neglected by my environment that due to my autism i have isolated myself for years upon years. I dont know if im able to fix this but this will be the battle of my life. Wish me luck boyos. As I've stated before im a mentalcel. People have no problem with my appearance, its just my being that turns them off. I wasnt like that earlier in my life. I wasnt always ugly in my life and when i was, i started looksmaxxing.
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