Got you the link :
View: https://youtu.be/2CmCxcdhGcI?si=i9pm-Kq0iieoodOS
It's 2:25:39 long of him telling in his personal book the way life and everyone else has been unfair to him.
He moved in 2 different universities and was always all alone. He tried all he could to fit in society, be a normie and be accepted by other normies to date and have sex with girls but after years and tons of effort, he realized that the happy ending he had imagined was simply denied to him.
It all makes sense now that we know all the shitty stuff that happened to him and caused him to end up making the decision of starting a mass kill.
I'm open to discussion if you too have seen the whole video.
View: https://youtu.be/2CmCxcdhGcI?si=i9pm-Kq0iieoodOS
It's 2:25:39 long of him telling in his personal book the way life and everyone else has been unfair to him.
He moved in 2 different universities and was always all alone. He tried all he could to fit in society, be a normie and be accepted by other normies to date and have sex with girls but after years and tons of effort, he realized that the happy ending he had imagined was simply denied to him.
It all makes sense now that we know all the shitty stuff that happened to him and caused him to end up making the decision of starting a mass kill.
I'm open to discussion if you too have seen the whole video.
