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Five years ago I was obsessed with my Whiteness. I would look in the mirror and analyze every aspect of my face and compare it to that of people I knew. I judged the external world based on race.
Two years ago I stumbled on a few online forums in which physical attractiveness is discussed, and I became simultaneously terrified and enchanted by it. I also learned that I am an involuntary celibate.
Now I care less about race and more about physical attractiveness. My race never did anything for me. I would "betray" it in a heartbeat if that meant unlimited sex and affection from women. I want Europe to be stormed by Asians and South Americans if that will result in more sex opportunities for unattractive White men like me.
Two years ago I stumbled on a few online forums in which physical attractiveness is discussed, and I became simultaneously terrified and enchanted by it. I also learned that I am an involuntary celibate.
Now I care less about race and more about physical attractiveness. My race never did anything for me. I would "betray" it in a heartbeat if that meant unlimited sex and affection from women. I want Europe to be stormed by Asians and South Americans if that will result in more sex opportunities for unattractive White men like me.
