yea but what's left? how do you cope? don't say rope cause I'm gonna be fuckin pissed. I been down that road.
it is over
I just got off that jewpill. I'm still on effexor and lamotrigine doe.
hobbies, exercising and finding ways to stimulate the brain
Yea I try. Got tons of hobbies. Wish I had some IRL friends doe. Need a wageslave job.
get on neetbuxx if you can.
I been on jewpills since pre-pubescence. I'm 34 now. Every time I get off those fuckin' things I fuckin' lose it and go to the loony bin. Been rejected for neetbuxx 3 times now. Will make an appeal to a judge this month if I have the energy.
IDK about that. I read tons of depressing shit. When I was younger I thought I was a total bad ass and wanted my life to play out like Camus' The Stranger. Now I just wanna be happy.
nah but I do think I have some form of attention deficit. maybe I'll talk to my fat indian foid jewchiatrist next time I see her.
Yea man, I'm so far gone IDK how I could ever get off them. It would take a decade plus of intensive therapy and oversight for me to cope without drugs. I literally get psychotic breaks. I've had shock therapy, the whole nine yards. Shit's fucked.
Thanks friend.
Hey bud, I was just takin' the piss. No need to get toasty. I'm just a white boi, I'm not a thug.
I've come to the conclusion that they could never love me for me. The idea that they will always have their eye on the prize, sizing me up to every other man, there's a complete lack of loyalty yet I'd happily provide my own if she was capable of reciprocating. It's a double bind and I know it's futile to fight biology. All of the potential emotional abuse outweighs any physical beauty or base attraction. I'm not sure if that makes sense.
last time I smoked it, someone cut it with k2. I think it was sativa. there's never been a strain that's agreed with me. gives me panic attacks, usually go to the ER.
