Well I guess it's maybe cause I've been completely alone with zero prospects, ghosted time after time, never even at least properly rejected by a foid (like one telling me straight up she wasn't interested, instead of stringing me along for attention), dirty looks from foids I've never even spoke a single word to, and so on and so forth. I just don't understand why it took so long to accept and understand that they don't want shit to do with me, and to invest my time into things that would surely benefit me.
