Just pondering about it. I don't find real adult women attractive for the most part, so while they may look "attractive" I don't find them sexually arousing.
I find them arousing too, so I don't know if you'd consider me "hebephilic" or not.
I find merely having pubescent girls included amongst those I'm attracted to (even if it's not an 'overwhelming preferences' as DSM might require) to be enough to feel social pressures.
I find f adult women repulsive for being so trashy to the core, fake up, fake nails, 2 liters of perfume, always having to shave to look decent, high millage holes, drinkers or smokers, wearing shitty fashion that looks like discount store crap, starbucks consuming NPCs.
but OP remember NAWALT so it's not adult women you're inherently repulsed by, just the habits of 90% of them because of mass (((degeneracy)))
It can be frustrating when you are in a social situation where you are rating girls or the conversation steers to descriptions of womens bodies they have relationships with. Its to the point that I don't understand what other men drool over in internet forums when they post their favorite internet whore. What is worse is that the plastics and chemicals are forcing women to mature at a rate where a 16 year old girl looks like a burned out adult woman.
What really frustrates me is that I know the majority of men talking about preferring roasties are just LARPing to cope with the cowardice of being unable to admit they like pubescent girls, and roasties just eat this up because they get wet over the idea of subjugating men to the point where they can't even express themselves and actually rewrite their own brains to rationalize their behaviors.
I may be too cowardly to publicly brag about liking teen girls in HS but I can at least admit it to myself in private and to anon strangers online. The state of soyboys where they can't even confront this oppression against them and need to convince themselves they couldn't possibly like those girls... they've basically murdered themselves and are the walking dead.
Having 3D material of underage girls is illegal, but even in 2D it is difficult to source material that is not either too "loli" or to developed "ephebophile".
Nobody fucking calls it that.
Please practice the difference between the prefixes "hebe" and "ephebo".
Hebe/Juventas = goddess of youth, wife of Herakles/Hercules
Ephebe = adolescent greek boy that Athenian boy-lovers want to sodomize
Only shotacons should be calling themselves ephebophiles, lolicons should be using hebephile or juvephile.
It is frustrating having such niche taste. Even in 2D I am limited to a few acceptable adult women with a specific art style that I can enjoy.
Anyone have a similar experience?
It's not a 'niche' taste, it's the majority male taste, it's just that the majority of this majority are in denial about it because they don't want to be ostracized so they try to conform their subconscious to meet expectations.
Not sure what you mean by 'a few', there's a lot of adult women chars in 2D who I am also attracted to.
wanting to fuck them and fuck their daughters just doesn't need to be mutually exclusive
would the daughter be more appealing as a wife? of course: she has a lower partner count and is more able to pair bond with me, probably a tighter pussy, more lifespan expectancy, more cuteness, etc
doesn't mean I can't appreciate the wholesome monogamous MILFs.