So awhile back(I would say about Feb-Mar time of this year) I developed this cope in which when under the influence of weed or drunk, I would imagine myself with various girls I know(girls I had crushes on or found attractive over the years) and imagine myself cuddling with her, going on a date with her, having sex with her, etc. Oftentimes, this would lead for me to feel depressed after. It also caused me to screw up the solid NoFap streak I had going, that I have just now restarted.
I have been able to reduce this cope sufficiently, it comes back when I feel the lowest and worst about myself, but I am fighting to resist it.
I have been able to reduce this cope sufficiently, it comes back when I feel the lowest and worst about myself, but I am fighting to resist it.
