Does anybody else get this sharp flaming hot feeling of rage?
Last 5-7 days I tried to forget blackpill and delude myself with happiness and activities so i dont feel miserable, but ofc a nigger-acting retard (hes white but niggerous) had to get into a really bad fight with me, and insulted me a lot, but i coped hard and decided not to let it get to me
Then few hours later i ask a girl for the time till the bus arrives, and she fucking stutters while answering as if shes scared and took steps back, damn it fucking pissed me off inside how they act like i am some rapist pig, i actually take care of myself and dress appropriate but they treat me like a scary zoo animal, yet they wouldnt mind a barely-human gigatyrone raping them.
Geneticpill is brutal. no showering, fashion or perfume for your ugly face and fearful presence when youre really sperged and tall
I still managed to cope
But today I couldn't anymore, another girl cashier at the cafeteria acted scared and I don't get why, I am sure I wasn't acting sperged that moment. It's all because of my face and face ALONE. I go this cafeteria often and I see that girl sometimes and I kinda have a crush on her i thought she was sperged herself and kind of my looksmatch, but the moment she treated me like a subhuman i realized there is no point in having a crush on her as a sub5 even if she is my "looksmatch", it hurt so bad but i also felt this "sharp flaming hot feeling of rage" and I also realized ignoring the blackpill is useless because the blackpill will follow you in scenarios like this
I am really fucking mad I have to cope living like this
Last 5-7 days I tried to forget blackpill and delude myself with happiness and activities so i dont feel miserable, but ofc a nigger-acting retard (hes white but niggerous) had to get into a really bad fight with me, and insulted me a lot, but i coped hard and decided not to let it get to me
Then few hours later i ask a girl for the time till the bus arrives, and she fucking stutters while answering as if shes scared and took steps back, damn it fucking pissed me off inside how they act like i am some rapist pig, i actually take care of myself and dress appropriate but they treat me like a scary zoo animal, yet they wouldnt mind a barely-human gigatyrone raping them.
Geneticpill is brutal. no showering, fashion or perfume for your ugly face and fearful presence when youre really sperged and tall
I still managed to cope
But today I couldn't anymore, another girl cashier at the cafeteria acted scared and I don't get why, I am sure I wasn't acting sperged that moment. It's all because of my face and face ALONE. I go this cafeteria often and I see that girl sometimes and I kinda have a crush on her i thought she was sperged herself and kind of my looksmatch, but the moment she treated me like a subhuman i realized there is no point in having a crush on her as a sub5 even if she is my "looksmatch", it hurt so bad but i also felt this "sharp flaming hot feeling of rage" and I also realized ignoring the blackpill is useless because the blackpill will follow you in scenarios like this
I am really fucking mad I have to cope living like this
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